Innocent (JASON WAUD)

~5~

I spent one hour thinking about what Mars said. I decided I don't want to be a virgin anymore. I went downstairs and Jason was there with Joe.JOE!Perfect!
"Hey,Joe can we talk? In private?"I asked.
"Yeah,sure"He said.

I told him to follow me and we went to my room. Now how I do this. He sat on my bed and I was deep in my thoughts.

"So what's up?"He said.
"Well I don't want to be a virgin anymore"I said looking down and blushing. He was just looking at me and he was confused. I need to make a move. I came closer to him and I sat in his lap facing him. He was still shocked. I put my arms around his neck but he removed them and he made me get up.
"What are you doing?" I said.
"WHAT AM I DOING? You actually don't want this! I know! Claire! No one is going to make fun of you because you're virgin!"He said.

He was standing now. I need to think, I really need to lose virginity or else Mars and others are going to ignore me. I hot an idea.

"So,you're saying that I'm not good enough to take me to your bed?"I said.
"Claire,I really thought you were better than this. I would love to fuck you but you actually don't want that and believe me I know and you can't male me do it" He said and he left my room.

What do I do now? I hate my life. Oh wait,Luca! Maybe he can help me but first I need to look better than this.

I took a shower and I shaved,then I put on kinda sexy underwear but not that much. Then I put on a skirt and a crop top. I dried my hair and put some makeup on. Then I went to Lucas's room.

"Hii"I said.
"Hi"He said. He was making a tik tok.
"Can I join?"I asked.
"Yeah"He said.

He was sitting on the floor. Perfect.

"Umm,Luca,I cant sit on the floor"I said.
"I will move camera,you can sit on the bed"He said.
"No,I'll just sit here" I said and I sat in his lap. He blushed.
"Is this okay?"I asked.

He nodded and we made some tiktoks.

"I'm bored,what do you want to do?"He said.
"Im kinda horny"I said. I can't believe I just said that. Like wtf Claire!
"Oh..."He said.

I'll regret this. I pushed him on the bed and I climbed onto him. I came closer and we started making out. He put his hands on my waist and he moved to my ass. Im done, I can't.

I got up and I started crying. He was staring at me.

"Sorry Luca,I actually don't want this,I just have a problem with the girls because Im so innocent and still a virgin" I said crying.
"It's okay,don't worry"He said.

He hugged me and I went to my room again. I needed someone to talk to...
"KNOCK KNOCK!" Someone yelled in front of my room.
"Who's there?" I said.
"Jason!" He said.
"Jason who?"I said.
"Come on! I'm not a comedian!"He said.
"Can I come in?"He added.
"Yeah" I said.

He came in and he saw me,on the floor,dressed nice and crying. He just started at me.
"I won't ask anything"He said.
"I would like to explain but it's a long story"I said.
"I have time" He said.
"I don't have energy to talk loud rn"I said.
"I will come closer"He said. I immediately looked at him.
"I mean if you give me permission"He said. I was still just staring at him.
"But first,you need to change clothes and you must remove that messed up makeup on you face"He said.

I slowly got up and I took an oversized t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants and I went to bathroom. I changed and I removed all of makeup from my face. Joe was sitting on my bed and he smiled. He's soooo cute. Wait? What? Never mind. I laid in my bed. Joe was sitting next to me.

"Can I hear now what happened?"He said.
"Well, I-I almost lost my virginity"I said but very quiet,I think he didn't heard me.
"What?"He said and he laid next to me.
"I almost lost my virginity"I said and he heard me. He looked shocked.
"Did Joe tried to do something? I swear if he did I will"He said but I cut him off.
"No,don't worry,It was my fault. I played truth or dare with girls and Danielle asked if I was a virgin and I said that I am and then Mars said if I don't lose my virginity they will ignore me,of course Danielle and Zoe said that it was not true but I felt left out. So I thought that I cam lose virginity with Joe so I asked him if we can talk and then I tried but he didn't want t do that so I went to Luca's room and we started kissing and everything and then I started crying and went to my room and then you came here"I said.
"Look,you don't have to lose your virginity to fit in. I'm virgin too tho"he said and he smiled. We were laying on the bed,facing each other. I smiled at him and I closed my eyes. I was tired. My hand was next to my head and I felt something. I peeked and Jason was rubbing my palm. I closed my eyes and I smiled. He stopped.
"I saw you peeking"He said.
I just smiled and then he continued. Then I fell alseep.