Recap
You: then count on your self dont depend on anybody you should know your worth if they tell you dont do if you wont succeed you do it If they tell you go left you go right if tell tell you you are just a girl without anything well they are wrong yall are just humans like everyone with big dreams and if you feel like you cant do it anymore or if you feel weak or if school stresses you and you feel empty and you feel like when you do stuff you feel like it's for nothing well you are wrong bc one day you will remember everything and you be like I'm glad I've did those thing I never gave up bc one day you will be something and people would want to be just like you
Everyone started to clap
You: omg thx but this is just true you guys need to believe in yourself
A girl: and this is a girl who everyone should support
They all cheered
A couple of minutes later. You were standing there listening to people talking
But someone tapped you on your shoulder
You turn around and it was Mariano
You: um hi
Mar: hi wanna go for a walk or something
You: idk my boyfriend would be mad
Mar: oh come on he is ma homie it's not like we gon do something
You: you right let's go to Starbucks
Mar: oh so you a basic bitch
You: well no Starbucks is good so hush honey
Mar: ohhhh okay chilllllll
You laugh
But you decided to text tia so he dosnt get mad
𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕒𝕘𝕖𝕤
Y
ou
Baby I'm going to Starbucks with Mariano is that alrBbytia❤
Yes its alr as long as you dont do somethingYou
Okay bye lmfaoSeen
Mar: so you have to tell your boyfriend about hanging out with people
You: it's not that it's just we tell each other everything
Mar: oh alr so n e ways how are things
You: good what about your things
Mar: good I FUCKING hate cynthia and the fact that we share a room with her bleh
You: ikr maybe she can give you a blow job just like she gave tony
Mar: oh shit nope nope nope she probably gives head on first dates
You: aightttt but her head game weakkkkkkkkkk
Mar: ikr bro she literally couldn't take that and the fact that she is 16 or something and she gave head to a 20 year old
You: damn tony wants me to join the hype house
Mar: it's up to you
You: idk I kinda dont want too
Mar: tell me about your past
You: nope its pretty shit and sad
Mar: go on I'm listening and I will tell you about mine its pretty shit too
You: okay so like when I was younger my parents were pretty nice you know but then when my sister got kidnapped they blamed it on me and shit I was abused at home and school and then 1 of my bullys turned into my bestfriend then 1 by one of them turned into my bestfriends to then I saved my alvaro when we was at florida I took a knife for him then I was at the hospital I become friends with my other bully and shit then I got better with alvaro we flew back to NJ i stared to date the guy who bullied me bc he didnt know how to Express hes feelings and then shortly alvaro made a plan for us to find my sister so yeah then roshaun came we found my sister but little do you know I live with alvaros mom I mema our mom then soonly when we found my sister my parents became very loving again but then I found out what I called a mom wasnt really my mom my mom was alvaros mom and shit so yeah that's my life oh not to mention my fucking bestfriend literally was doing things behind my back so yeah
Mar: damn you know what I actually admire you so much
You: why
Mar: look you have been thru so much as a teenager most teenagers would probably not want to live or something but look at you you're a strong women and beautiful you have managed to stay strong and go thru it and look at you now you are successful arent you you have a plat form and all you are really strong I admire you sm I hope my kids are just like you in the future
You: thank you I won't lie it was hard I was cutting my wrists I was taking pills but then I was like I cant do it so I search a way to make my cuts disappear and I found 1 solution and it worked
Mar: wow sorry
You: its nothing but tell me about you braces boy
Mar giggled
Mar: well when I was younger my dad got shot by a guy and he was close to death so I was stress and all I was 14 years old btw and so I started to smoke weed and do bad stuff I was really really stressed of the thought my dad dying my mom was literally depressed I felt so guilty like honestly I cant forgive my self
You: mar look at me *he looks at you* you cant be blaming your self for what others do just look did you shoot your dad no the guy did that right so theres no reason to blame your self
Mar sighted
You: ik that you feel guilty that you feel like you would've done something but mar you weren't there when it happened plus you were only 14 years old you had a kids mind back then
Mar: you're right I always blame myself for everything
You: ye you cant be doing that let's say you were my brother and my boyfriend cheats on me would that be your fault
Mar: well no
You: see just the same thing with everything you blame yourself for
Mar: you actually can help a lot of people who dont you go for a therapist or something
You: lmfaoooo no way mary
Mar: I like that nickname
You laugh
TBC 1060 words skkssksksskksksk
YOU ARE READING
In love with my bully:mattiapolibio
Fanfic°~in~° °~love~° °~with~° °~my~° °~bully~° This story makes no sense at first just read thru theheh😭😂🙏🏽😝