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You: then count on your self dont depend on anybody you should know your worth if they tell you dont do if you wont succeed you do it If they tell you go left you go right if tell tell you you are just a girl without anything well they are wrong yall are just humans like everyone with big dreams and if you feel like you cant do it anymore or if you feel weak or if school stresses you and you feel empty and you feel like when you do stuff you feel like it's for nothing well you are wrong bc one day you will remember everything and you be like I'm glad I've did those thing I never gave up bc one day you will be something and people would want to be just like you

Everyone started to clap

You: omg thx but this is just true you guys need to believe in yourself

A girl: and this is a girl who everyone should support

They all cheered

A couple of minutes later. You were standing there listening to people talking

But someone tapped you on your shoulder

You turn around and it was Mariano

You: um hi

Mar: hi wanna go for a walk or something

You: idk my boyfriend would be mad

Mar: oh come on he is ma homie it's not like we gon do something

You: you right let's go to Starbucks

Mar: oh so you a basic bitch

You: well no Starbucks is good so hush honey

Mar: ohhhh okay chilllllll

You laugh

But you decided to text tia so he dosnt get mad

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Baby I'm going to Starbucks with Mariano is that alr

Bbytia❤
Yes its alr as long as you dont do something

You
Okay bye lmfao

Seen

Mar: so you have to tell your boyfriend about hanging out with people

You: it's not that it's just we tell each other everything

Mar: oh alr so n e ways how are things

You: good what about your things

Mar: good I FUCKING hate cynthia and the fact that we share a room with her bleh

You: ikr maybe she can give you a blow job just like she gave tony

Mar: oh shit nope nope nope she probably gives head on first dates

You: aightttt but her head game weakkkkkkkkkk

Mar: ikr bro she literally couldn't take that and the fact that she is 16 or something and she gave head to a 20 year old

You: damn tony wants me to join the hype house

Mar: it's up to you

You: idk I kinda dont want too

Mar: tell me about your past

You: nope its pretty shit and sad

Mar: go on I'm listening and I will tell you about mine its pretty shit too

You: okay so like when I was younger my parents were pretty nice you know but then when my sister got kidnapped they blamed it on me and shit I was abused at home and school and then 1 of my bullys turned into my bestfriend then 1 by one of them turned into my bestfriends to then I saved my alvaro when we was at florida I took a knife for him then I was at the hospital I become friends with my other bully and shit then I got better with alvaro we flew back to NJ i stared to date the guy who bullied me bc he didnt know how to Express hes feelings and then shortly alvaro made a plan for us to find my sister so yeah then roshaun came we found my sister but little do you know I live with alvaros mom I mema our mom then soonly when we found my sister my parents became very loving again but then I found out what I called a mom wasnt really my mom my mom was alvaros mom and shit so yeah that's my life oh not to mention my fucking bestfriend literally was doing things behind my back so yeah

Mar: damn you know what I actually admire you so much

You: why

Mar: look you have been thru so much as a teenager most teenagers would probably not want to live or something but look at you you're a strong women and beautiful you have managed to stay strong and go thru it and look at you now you are successful arent you you have a plat form and all you are really strong I admire you sm I hope my kids are just like you in the future

You: thank you I won't lie it was hard I was cutting my wrists I was taking pills but then I was like I cant do it so I search a way to make my cuts disappear and I found 1 solution and it worked

Mar: wow sorry

You: its nothing but tell me about you braces boy

Mar giggled

Mar: well when I was younger my dad got shot by a guy and he was close to death so I was stress and all I was 14 years old btw and so I started to smoke weed and do bad stuff I was really really stressed of the thought my dad dying my mom was literally depressed I felt so guilty like honestly I cant forgive my self

You: mar look at me *he looks at you* you cant be blaming your self for what others do just look did you shoot your dad no the guy did that right so theres no reason to blame your self

Mar sighted

You: ik that you feel guilty that you feel like you would've done something but mar you weren't there when it happened plus you were only 14 years old you had a kids mind back then

Mar: you're right I always blame myself for everything

You: ye you cant be doing that let's say you were my brother and my boyfriend cheats on me would that be your fault

Mar: well no

You: see just the same thing with everything you blame yourself for

Mar: you actually can help a lot of people who dont you go for a therapist or something

You: lmfaoooo no way mary

Mar: I like that nickname

You laugh

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