Lost it (Yandere Ex X Reader)

Ch 20

3rd Pov,

The light brown hair girl laid unconscious on the wooden floor. The brown hair male only stare at his beloved laying on the floor as her beautiful (h/c) hair fell perfectly. His green eyes couldn't help but, be enchanted. He couldn't stop himself from staring at her until a phone vibrating disturbed his thoughts. He went to see who's phone could it be. Toby only glared at the caller ID. It was none other than Noah calling you. He couldn't help but, glare at the phone.

Toby Pov,

I stare at her phone it was ringing still. I couldn't help but, bite my lip. I felt frustration. What did Noah have that I didn't? I felt myself losing it. I was wealthy, had a good reputation and I was the son of the chairman of Arch Academy. Nothing was ever enough. You never looked at my qualities. I stare at (Y/n) body as it was on the wooden floor. I walked towards your body as I held you in my arm once again. I couldn't help but, feel the warmth I wanted to feel. It was just like it was suppose to be. Nothing could change my love for you even if you didn't want it. I wanted to show you my love now. I kissed your forehead as I moved the strands of hair covering your face. I continued to place kiss marks as I moved down to your neck and towards your shoulder. I felt myself ease finally. These marks were just to show that you were mine and solely mine.

"I love you (Y/n)~"

I whispered in your ear. No matter how hard you deny me. I'll always bring you back my toy. I didn't care what game I had to play with wither I had to be the bad guy or a fake friend. As long as I had you in my arms I would be okay. You'll learn your mistakes soon enough. I'll make sure to punish you for every mistake you have made. Just for now you'll be safe until that day. I continued to plant kisses on your neck.

~(Y/n) Dream~

(Y/n) Pov,

I walked around in a forest I saw that Noah was dressed up as a knight. He smiled as he held my hand and we roamed. I noticed Noah had his black hair and blue eyes. I couldn't help but, feel happy to see his original hair color. As I continued my walk with him he finally spoke. "My Queen, Are you truly happy to leave your luxuries for me?" He asked. I couldn't help but, stare at him. "I'm truly happy as long as I'm with you." I said as I wrapped my arms around his waist. For a moment I swear I saw Noah force a smile. I couldn't help but, feel concerned. "Noah are you okay?" I asked. Suddenly I saw that Noah quickly moved away from my embrace "I'm okay my Queen. We should start heading off before Toby finds us." He said as his eyes darken. I nodded but, I feel like their a grand distance between us. "Noah.. Can you say that you love me?" I asked without no hesitation. Suddenly I saw Noah body froze. He turned his face to face me.

"I'm sorry I can't."

~End of Dream~

(Y/n) Pov,

I woke up to find myself at my bedroom. I couldn't help but, feel my body tremble. I've gotta see Noah. I was about to rush out until I saw Toby sleeping figure on the floor as he curled up. I bit my lip as I went to my closet and grabbed a a blanket. I lifted his head gently as I placed a pillow under his head. I sighed in relief that I didn't wake him up. I place the blanket on top of him. For a second I found myself staring at his brown locks of hair. He really does have long lashes. I found myself continuing to stare at him. Suddenly I shook my head. "What the hell am I thinking." I thought to myself. I got up as I went to my bedroom door. I twisted the door knob as I opened the door. I tip toed all the way downstairs quietly hoping not to wake up either Alice or Toby. Suddenly I remember what happened the last time I left Toby alone with Alice. It's not like I care but, Alice acts rash too quickly and complies to anything Toby says. I wanted to go see Noah but, I was worried. That dream keeps bothering me.. I remembered that I left my phone at the coffee table in the living room. I walked towards the living room as I turned on the lights. I found my phone. I couldn't help but, smile as I saw the home screen picture of me and Noah. I suddenly noticed that Noah kept calling me. "Fuck.." I groaned. I decide to call him. Suddenly I heard the phone beeping as I heard a groan.

"(Y/n)..? What's wrong."

Noah asked but, he seemed tired. Wait what time was it. I turned to look at the clock it was "3:41 am". I cursed to myself. "Sorry Noah I just had a bad dream.. I really missed you." I said. For some reason I felt afraid to tell him that I want him to love me. I was scared did he really love me? I shouldn't even be thinking of love. Right? I snapped out of my thoughts as I heard Noah's voice.

"(Y/n)? Something bothering you right?" He asked.

I felt myself gulp. I want to tell him I'm afraid. Yet why do I feel like I'm always putting more pressure on him. I felt myself scratching my neck. Why couldn't I say it? "No it's just a stupid nightmare. Noah.. I love you.." I said. I couldn't help but want to find reassurance. I needed it. "Hmm Okay (Y/n). If you say so. Get some sleep." He said. I wanted to say something "No-" until the call ended. He already hanged up. I hated this feeling why do I feel anxious..?

"Noah..."

TBC