Trust Will Get You Hurt , Love Will Get You Killed

Chapter Five

( Keisha )

The next morning I woke up and Tony was still holding me while staring at me. Why you looking at me for ? " I can't look at you beautiful ? goodmorning tho " Tony said. Ig you can mf , goodmorning. I had a feeling that he just wanted to fuck me. You just wanted to fuck me Tony ? be honest , I asked. " Not every nigga wanna fuck Keisha , you just gotta find the right one " Tony said. What he said was true , but he didn't answer my question. Tony do you wanna be with me ? Tony replied , " of'c , I wouldn't mind being with you , you just gotta be in my world now ". What do you mean " be in your world " ? " Keisha imma drug dealer and being a drug dealer come with alot of shit , so if you still wanna be my girl I would love to call you mine " , said Tony.

I didn't know whether to take him serious or not. Every since I found out what Devin , my ex did , I never looked forward to another relationship. I no longer wanted to look stupid again , I no longer wanted to cry every night questioning if I were ever good for any nigga when in reality he lost something good. You gotta any kids ? I asked Tony. " Nah beautiful but I would love to make some with you " , Tony said. We both laid there and laughed. I mean , he is a fine ass mf tho and he got money so I know me and our kids gone be straight.

We laid in the bed until 1pm that afternoon until he gotta phone call and had to leave. Why he gotta be a stupid ass drug dealer , why the fuck he just can't get a real job , I don't want him to leave me. Those thoughts raced through my head as he was putting on his clothes. Do you have to leave ? I asked. " Yes babygirl , I gotta make this drop , i'll come by later okay ? " Tony said , and gave me a kiss on the lips and left.