Josh #1

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by sdmn_imagines5

by sdmn_imagines5

Just want to start off by saying thanks for the 500 reads! Never thought that would happen💗 As always, requests will be open!

Life has been a blur recently, and it's actually really hard to handle. I haven't told Josh because I don't want him to worry, he always worries and is even more stressed right now because of Sidemen shoots. I'm currently at my work that I wish I could just stop working at, but I need the money, I need to pay rent.

"Y/N, can you come to my office please!" My boss shouts. So I make my way into his office. "I recently see that you're a bit out of it this past week, so I'm sorry, but I'm going to have to let you go." I was dumbfounded, so I just left, I couldn't bear to just sit there and cry.

Driving home was the worse part of this whole day, I just dreaded looking at Josh in the eyes. I felt like a failure, why does he even love a minimum wage worker like me, actually not anymore, I got fired. My eyes filled up with tears when I pulled into the house driveway. I didn't have a key yet so I had to knock.

"Coming!" Sounded like JJ's voice, "Oh, hi Y/N! I thought you were supposed to be at work!" Those words really made it sink in, my eyes got blurred by tears and I let one slip, "Oh my gosh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry." JJ said scared. I just nodded and walked up to Josh's room.

"Come in!" He shouted, when I knocked. I opened the door and his smile grew, but suddenly dropped at my tear stricken face. "Babe? Are you okay?" He ran up to me.

"No, I just got fired, why are you with me, I'm a failure!" I shouted.

"No, sweetie, you aren't a failure. Come here," he leads me over to the bed and takes my hands into his, "you are the hardest working person I know, I love you so much. Job or no job, my love for you will never change." I just cried, all the pressure of this week has just killed me, I love Josh for everything he's done.

"Josh, that was money for my flat rent!" He looked into my eyes happily.

"Stay here with me." I kissed him.

"Are you sure." I whispered putting my forehead on his.

"100% love."

"I love you Josh."

"I love you even more Y/N."