Just another lost soul

~53~

Torn between going with the tide and being a badass rebel who always stands out of the crowd
Torn between feeling energized about doing something and running out of steam from one minute to the next
Torn between " i should change myself for my significant other to meet their high standards because real love requires sacrifices " and " if they love me for real they should accept me the way i am because real love requires acceptance too "
Torn between wanting to end your life and not knowing if that's gonna end your pain since the afterlife scares the shit out of you
Torn between trying to find answers to all your existential questions and making up answers because you need to fill that hole of knowledge to feel peace and security .