Chapter 1

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by Trainfreak1

by Trainfreak1

(An//: Hello welcome to another Oswald X Felix book! I'm trainfreak1! Before you start reading THERE IS SELF HARM UP AHEAD I REPEAT SELF.HARM! AND ALSO SAD STUFF!! Well I warned ya, go head and enjoy the first chapter!)

"Kill yourself Felix, we have enough problems around here already."

He didn't mean it... I know Oswald is a nice guy deep down. I looked down at my bleeding arm. Some of the blood fell from one of the cuts and on to my tile floor. "Felix, it's time to go~!" Sheba sanged from downstairs. I let out a silent sigh and pick myself off my bathroom floor. I quickly roll down my sleeve while grabbing my bookbag.

Maybe today will be different?

Third person's POV

Felix and sheba walk on their highschool campus. "Sheba, over here!!" One of sheba's friends yell jumping up and down while waving their arms in the air. Sheba smiles then looks at Felix. "Do yooouu, wanna come with?" Feilx shook his head slightly. "I'm just.. gonna head inside." Before sheba could say anything else, Felix walked off. One of the hardest parts of entering school, was going through those doors alone. Why you ask? He thought it was pathetic, he didnt want to be seen as a loner. He wish he had friends but, he never had the guts to talk to anyone, scared that they might look at him weird or give him a harsh look. Felix entered the school with his head down. His anxiety activating making him feel lightheaded and nauseous.

They are looking at you felix

Felix immediately looked around his fight or flight responses kicking in. He only caught one person looking at him but he felt like all eyes were on him.

Felix's POV

I couldn't take it anymore. I ran to the bathrooms and hid inside the stall. My heart rate started to go back to normal. Thank god. Suddenly, the bell rung. 'Maybe I should've stayed home.' I slowly opened the door... only to see my bully.

Oswald.

Oswald has been my bully ever since I've came to highschool. Just like in the movies, you would see him with the popular kids all the time, even at lunch. Me? ...I'm the one who's always the victim to their cruel little jokes, I'm the one who sits in the bathroom stalls to eat. People used to tell me long ago, 'highschools great!' 'Highschool is gonna be the best years of your life!' 'You're gonna love it there!'... how wrong they were.

Right now he seemed to be picking on a second year named bendy. Bendy was a really nice kid but he never would take bull from anyone. He was a bit popular but I could tell bendy didnt want to become anymore popular then he already was. "Get off me Oswald!!" Bendy yelled trying to pry his hand away from his shirt. Oswald only smirked and lifted him into the air. "Make me you fucking dwarf." Bendy sees me making my anxiety kick in again. "H-hey, help me!!" Bendy starts trying to kick Oswald sees me and wrinkles his face, sending my self confidence deeper into the negatives. "Ew, what the fuck are you doing in the boy's bathroom, faggot?" He drops bendy and walks over to me. I quickly sent my eyes to the floor. Oswald was a physical bully. My only physical bully. The only good days I would have at school was if Oswald didn't show up that whole day. "I-i... I'm a boy." I quietly spoke, intertwining my hands together.

"No you aren't, you're a fucking sissy ass girl." Oswald's next action happened to fast. He had grabbed me by the neck and slammed me against the wall. "HEY, GET OFF HIM!!" As bendy ran up to help me, Oswald kicked him back. "Fuck off, dwarf." Oswald glared down at bendy before looking straight back at me. "HE LITERALLY DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO YOU!!" Bendy yelled getting up. I started to tremble at the sight of Oswald's glare. How could one human being have so much hate in their eyes? I wanted- NO I needed to get away.

I tried to grab his hand off of my neck he immediately grabbed that hand by the wrist. Tightly, he squeezed down on my morning harm. "W-wait, WAIT LET GO!!" I yelled in panic and pain as i tried to pull away my hand, with out hurting myself in the process. The bad part is, he just smirked and didn't release my wrist. The pain started to get worse by the second making me want to pass out. "You don't have the right to ask me that. Didn't I already tell you to kill yourself?" Oswald squeezed down on my neck. All I could hear was my heart pounding in my chest.

I could feel my jacket slowly staining with my blood. Bendy quickly got up and left... good... I didn't want him to get hurt anyways. Tears started to form in my eyes. "Are you gonna cry? Go ahead, that's the only thing you're good at." A single tear slipped down my right cheek, that's when he let me go. He dropped down on to the floor, hugging myself. As I sobbed quietly I felt Oswald's presence leave the bathroom.

Crybaby.

I covered my mouth, trying to make sure no one heard me. I was scared. If they found me. They'd call me pathetic, Call me weak and tell me to stop crying and get up. The bathroom door swings open. "H-he's right here!" Bendy? He actually came back... for me. Suddenly a hand tapped against my face, not too hard and not too soft. I open my eyes to see it was a hall monitor. "Its alright boy, here let me help you up." Bendy and the hall monitor help me up and out the bathroom. This isnt the first time the hall monitor's found me like this. This physical bullying has been happening for a long time now.

Hopefully... one day it will stop..