Samuel

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Love. It's something that everyone says a teen is too young to know about. Sometimes you may think it's true. Other times not so much. I am a firm believer that you can be in love at any age. But you should watch who it is with. Samuel and I have known each other for about 5 years now. Starting out friends, gradually getting to likening, and then dating, then becoming each others first, then him cheating to where we both can't have a conversation in person without it getting awkward or us arguing. He knows I cut so that's nothing new. But he tells me he cares. We promise each other not to date or "play" with anyone or kiss or hold hands until he is ready to date again. He had seen a guy kiss me and had sex with 3 other chicks as a way to get back, and being captain of the football team, that's not a very hard thing to do. Fair enough, but I hope he realizes that it just took me past the breaking point 4 months without cutting for him. Officially down the drain. He doesn't say a word about it......... Maybe he just really doesn't care. Maybe he was in it for the fun and not the emotional attachment in which he had embedded in me.


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