Smile for Me (TAEKOOK ONESHOT)

A L O T (sad)

I woke up to see you next to me

Embracing me

Felt your breath on my face

Felt your warmth

The warmth I love

Felt our closeness

Saw your relaxed face

Saw your perfect features

Touched your cheek, your nose, your lips

Felt my heart going crazy

I found home in you

And I wish

I could say these

I love you

With all my heart

My soul is yours

My heart belongs to you

And

I hate this

I hate that I love you

I hate that I'm not able to move on

I hate to see you close to someone else but not me

I hate to see you smile because of other but not me

I hate to see tears in your eyes because of me

I hate to see the distance between us

I hate to see what we became now

I hate

Myself

To ruin what we were

But I still love you

I miss the happy days

Miss the lovely nights

Miss our conversation

Miss your hands on me

Miss your lips on mine

Miss the feeling of you embracing me

Miss to see my reflection in your eyes

Miss to see you smile, laugh

Miss to feel the most important person for you

Miss your love for me

I miss you

Return

Please

For us

For me

I'm feeling cold

I'm hurt

I'm empty

I'm depressed

I'm alone

I'm dark

I'm lost

Why

Why did you leave me?

Why did you promise to not leave me, to protect me?

Why did make me love you?

Why

Why are you not returning?

Why are you not embracing me?

Why don't you love me now?

Why don't I have reasons to smile?

Why do I feel you like my habit... a good one?

Tell me what to do

How to leave everything behind

How to stop getting hurt every minute... every second

I cannot stop this

I'm not able to

I'm waiting

I'm waiting for you

I know you need time

But remember I will be waiting

Here

Where you left me

Broken

Where you snatched my only light

My only hope

Please come

Fast

I can't breath

I'm getting weak

Loosing strength

I'm exhausted

I need you

I hate you

But

I love you

A lot