Oh Shit -Seriously

Part 3

Te~

"I have a girlfriend." Wow officially a douche. "Hey babe, you're missing the fun!" my girlfriend say as she walks in on Lee's surprised face and my unhappy face. " What's wrong babe?" she moves over to me as i'm sitting down on the soft mattress, not wanting her to touch me. "Nothing, can you leave for a second i'm trying to- where is Lee?" did he leave out already? She is trying to make me kiss her by grabbing my face bringing it close to hers, but i move before our lips could touch. I'm just trying to find lee right now.

I walk down the stares with my vision quite blurry. All around me is people that reek of the scent of alcohol and cigarettes/weed. As I look around the house, I can spot him from the inside of the house walking across the street. Should I run after him or let him have his space? I don't know but I might just regret whatever I do. Run after him it is.

"Lee! Wait!" I dash across the street after Lee. He turns around and look at me running after him and stops. Yea, i'm going to regret this. I approach him shaking not knowing what is going to be next. "Lee, i'm sorry." I pause " I was going to tell you a month ago but you didn't want talk to me." He stares me in the eyes. "I didn't want to hurt you anymore because of what happened las-" I was cut off by his mumble.

" I don't care about that I just wish you would stop saying that you don't want to hurt me , you continue to do it anyways." he's starting to cry but starts to talk again. "You don't care about hurting me because you love doing it. I already forgave you once for what you and your friends did!" His face is red while he is crying, trying not to scream. I really am a dickhead looking back on everything i did to him in the past 3 years.

" I understand that you are angry at me for that but i want to look past that." He's really angry now "Look past that?! Are you serious? How can I ever look past you guys locking me in the bathroom and you just sitting there staring at them doing it, watching me cry and beg for help?

I step towards him and he sits there for me to touch him. "I'm sorry for what i did, just forgive me please. I'm tired of seeing you cry" i hold him as tightly as i can before he pushes me off and run away. I don't chase after him this time. Only because my girlfriend is watching. I don't blame his for hating me. But he likes me at the same time? I don't understand.