Komal Kapoor ~ Foolish

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I wrote him a letter once. It was difficult for me to put feelings on paper back then; it still is. 

I had agonized for days on how to tell him how much I cared. Written and re-written, afraid to say too much, or worse, not enough. It had felt imperative then: the need to clarify. And just maybe, he would say he felt the same. 

It was the first piece of writing he had ever read of mine. When I finally gave it to him, he told me I wrote beautiful-like. I held on to the praise, ignoring that he did not respond to the actual words. 

Months later, I referenced the letter. He had forgotten I had ever written to him. And I realized how much a thing can mean to one person and nothing to another. How foolish I felt, thinking he cared.

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