Yup so sorry AGAIN
-----------------
I looked in the mirror. I looked quite nice. I bought a new dress, night blue. It was the perfect dress for me and it made me look a bit fatter. Most people wouldn’t like that, but I was so thin.. I needed it.
I was wearing a little bit of make-up. You didn’t really see it, but it was just to cover up the bruises and to make me a bit less pale, and it worked, luckily.
I picked up my back and filled it with the stuff I think I need. I put on my brand new shoes, which matched with my dress, and got downstairs. I saw Levi sitting at the kitchen table and I kissed him goodbye. “Bye babe, I won’t be back before you go to bed, so goodnight! I’ll see you tomorrow!” I said. He smiled. “Have fun!”
I put on my coat and opened the door. I walked towards the beautiful car that was already waiting for me. I opened the door and got inside. The chauffeur smiled at me. “Hello!” He said. Pfew, he wasn’t as posh as his car. I would’ve felt extremely uncomfortable. I smiled back. “Hi!” “Excited?” He said and smirked at me. I blushed a bit at his look. “Of course! You’re jealous, aren’t you?” I smirked back. He laughed. “Of course! I’m their biggest fan!” “That’s what I thought.” I answered.
The ride was nice. I learned the chauffeurs name was Charlie. We had a very nice conversation about just everything. I was really nervous in the beginning, but this really helped me getting more comfortable.
When we arrived at the building, Charlie winked at me and said he would be right here after. I thanked him and got out of the car. With a last “HAVE FUN!!” from Charlie, I walked into the building, showed my ticket and walked to the front row. Wow, that was close.
I couldn’t really believe what I saw when they came on stage. I could nearly touch them! It was so special.
They sang beautiful. Not that I had expected anything else, but it was just.. WOW! I had never experienced something like this. I secretly cried a bit, I was just so overwhelmed!
I sang along with the songs and was just having a good time, until they began to sing Moments..
All the memories came back again, the car, the screams, the hit.. And everything with Moments on the background; I was listening that song just when it happened.
I began to cry hard. I tried to control it and stop the crying but it didn’t really help. The song didn’t stop. Of course not, they weren’t even halfway through it. But that also meant the memories didn’t stop playing in my head. I cried harder and harder and because I was so busy trying to just listen to the song and stop the crying I didn’t notice Niall looking at me worried a few times.
I secretly was happy when the song ended and I slowly stopped crying. I began to sing and dance along again and was having a good time again, nearly forgetting about everything again.
After the show I was about to leave the building and go home, when a person pushed me into a room. It was just a normal room, not really big, with a few chairs, a table and a few posters on the walls.
I turned around to see who brought me here and gasped. Niall! Well, didn’t expect that! “Hi..” He said. I gasped again. “Wow! Is that you?!” I asked, not really believing it was him. I poked his cheek and gasped again. “YOU’RE REAL” He chuckled. “You thought I was a robot or something?” “No..” I said. “I just..” “It’s alright. Have a seat!” He said, sitting down. I sat down beside him. “Why did you bring me here?” I asked him, getting right to the point. “Well,” he said. “I saw you crying through the concert, when we were singing Moments to be exact, and well, I was wondering.. Why was that?” He blushed. “Ugh, I didn’t mean to sound like that. I just..” He began, but I cut him off. “It doesn’t matter.” I said. “It might help to tell you, and I probably won’t see you ever again, so, why not?” I said. I smiled at him, sat back in my seat and sighed.
And I began to talk. I told him everything, really everything. From leaving France to go home again until yesterday evening, the last time that Steve beat me up. And of course why Moments was that important to me. He stayed silent. He gasped a few times, but didn’t say anything. He was just listening. I’d never told anyone before and it really helped. A lot of weight fell from my shoulders by telling him this all.
When I was finished, we were both silent, drown in our own thoughts.
“Can I see your bruises?” Niall asked after a few minutes. I hesitated for a moment but lifted my dress a bit, so you could see a big, dark bruise on my upper leg. He gasped. I saw his eyes get teary and it went silent again.
After a few moments Niall began to speak. “Come with me.” He said. It sounded more like a question then anything else. I looked at him, my eyes wide. “What?” “Come with me!” He said, more confident, looking at me. “But.. I can’t! Can I? I can’t! And Levi? And everything else.. I just can’t, right?!” “Of course you can!” He said. “Levi can come to, we have money enough to feed you and space enough to give you a place to sleep.. We won’t beat you up! You deserve better then you have now..”
I thought about it for a second, but I couldn’t really think of a reason against it. “Alright.” I said silently.
