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"Why am I here," I asked terrified still

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"Why am I here," I asked terrified still. "I haven't don't nothin' wrong.." I added. Ethan, Grayson's twin brother, walked behind me as we walked down hallways and stairs, he took me on tour of the new place i was "living at" he told me.

I still don't know why i'm here or why i'm staying here, my mind is still racing with thoughts, are my parents worried? Do my friends know i'm missing? What's happening outside of those doors and at home?

"These are friends of ours who also stay here, get used to being in a house full of boys," he said, this is my worst fear. Men. I've been abused by my ex boyfriend Kevin and I promised myself to stay away from men ever since, I had major trust issues and overall didn't feel safe with them. I know it's wrong because..not all men are like that, and I hope to find a man that respects me.

"Jack, Aaron, Cameron, Grayson is probably wondering around somewhere," Ethan laughed at his own sentence. They all waved hi but I didn't care, I wanted to stay away from them. well i thought..⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

they continued walking around showing me this huge place of theirs.

"you'll be sleeping in graysons room tonight, he will be out tonight so you don't have to worry about that," Ethan stated. i just sat there in silence. The boys walked away into the kitchen, making food. ethan went aswell but before he fully entered he turned to look at me.

"wanna eat?" he asked. i shook my head no. he looked sad and slowly walked towards me. i backed away.

"you need to eat something, you're all bones, emmaline," he sighed. i said no again and tried to walk up the stairs to stay away from him. when he attempted to grab my arm, i moved it quickly and ran away, going up the stairs. he chased after me and caught me, i'm not surprised i'm not very fit.

"you're eating," he demanded. he picked me up even though i tried kicking and yelling at him. he sat me down on a chair, all of the boys stopped eating and watched me. ethan grabbed a bowl, aggressively poured milk and cereal in it and slid the bowl in front of me, putting a spoon in it.

still being frightened by all these men watching me, i played with my spoon, playing around with the cereal, not looking at them one bit.

they sat there, waiting for me to take a bite, jack was waving his hand around basically telling me to hurry up. but what these boys don't know is that i have a eating disorder..i've always had it since i was a child.

i pushed the bowl back towards ethan and crossed my arms. "i'm not gonna eat that," i mumbled. he rolled his eyes and sighed deeply.

"look, em. i know this situation may seem bad right now, but we're actually trying to help you. you need to work with us, let us help you," he preached. i scoffed, letting out a tiny laugh.

"how the fuck are you trying to help me when you kidnapped me? i don't even remember how or where..i don't know, but you're definitely not trying to help me," i spat. they all looked at each other surprised that i spoke up like that for the first time.

10:30 𝚙𝚖
𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚢𝚊𝚘𝚗 𝚍𝚘𝚕𝚊𝚗'𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚍𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖:

i explored his room and noticed all of the workout items in here, he must be buff, i wouldn't know i haven't met him yet.

[a.n: i messed up on the first chapter and put grayson's name at first but it was actually supposed to be Ethan, i apologize if your confused or anything, i'll explain if so.]

i saw a framed picture in it of someone that looked like them, like in the 80's or 90's names sean dolan, i wondered if it was there father from when he were younger. aswell as a photo next to him when she was younger named Lisa Dolan. we're these their parents? they're beautiful.

unfortunately, they took my phone so i couldn't even check what time it was but i'm assuming it's pretty late. i threw myself under his blankets which were warm and smelt amazing. i still had a towel wrapped around my hair as i had just gotten out of the shower, so i don't get his pillows wet.

i began to drift off to sleep, still at this moment feeling confused on why i'm here. still wondering if my parents or friends knew, i wondered why i didn't fight back, i gave up at a certain point. i didn't want them to hurt me. i didn't want to get hurt by a man, again.

as i drifted off more and more to sleep, i still overheard the door crack open aswell as heavy footsteps entering the room. i didn't bother to get up, thinking it was ethan until i heard the footsteps stop, i wondered what he was doing so i opened my lazy eyes.

i looked towards the door and saw...saw grayson dolan. his fluffy hair that moved when he did, his thick arms covered in tattoos, i noticed a hoop piercing in his nose, making him look more attractive. but what i mostly noticed was his angry face when he saw there was a stranger in his bed.

"who are you and the fuck are you doing in my bed?" he said boldly. i sat all the way up now, feeling shy and embarrassed. i got up quickly, fixing myself, pushing a piece of hair behind my ear.

he stood still, looking at me waiting for an answer.

"i asked you a question," he spat.

"e-ethan s-said i could s-sleep in here tonight since y-you would be gone," i stuttered messily. i swear he could notice how red my face was getting and how i was on the verge of tears. this brought back horrible memories.

"ethan'a bitchass may have said that, but i didn't. get the hell out, whoever you are," he scoffed. a tear slipped down my cheek, but he didn't care. i slowly walked passed him about to leave when he just shoved me out, slamming the door. i heard him muttering cuss words behind the door.

at that point i started balling my eyes out, wanting to go home. i went to go find ethan's room and i opened the door. the light from the hallway entered the room revealing cameron, jack and aaron sleeping on the floor as e slept on the bed. i found it strange since they each had their own rooms.

i stood at the doorway for awhile hoping ethan would wake up, but instead jack did. he sent me a warm smile even though he looked blinded by the light.

"what's up?" he mumbled in a deep groggy voice.

"grayson kicked me out," i sniffled.

he frowned and lifted up his blanket.

"come here."

i was a little hesitant and scared, but i trusted him a TINY bit and went under the covers with him. he wrapped his arm around my hip and whispered something:

"i promise, we will take care of you."

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