𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑭𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝑩𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒍

How Will I Know

"I need to tell you something" Jason and I are sitting on the beach at he stares at me nervously as he adds "I really like you, ik falling in love with you". I cant believe he just said that. "Wait, what really?" I ask not really believing it. "Yess I do, I wish I told you sooner" he looks nervous but also kinda relieved. I say nothing and kiss him on the lips passionately. He kisses be back and it starts to feel like it all makes sense. Wake up from this crazy dream. It's the most amazing feeling ever. "Come" I hear someone say. The thing I see starts to fade. "Y/n we need to go" I hear the voice say again. And then it all turns black. I open my eyes. "Yeah, I'm coming" I answer. I probebly fell asleep. I wish I didnt. But I'll live my fantasy in my mind I guess. "Be ready" I hear to voice saying. Its Liana who had a sleep over last night. "Yeah I'm up" I stand up from my bed, put up some clothes and fix my makeup a little. I know left overs are not good, but I litterly had no time. I open the door and i see Liana all ready. "I needed to go remember? You where going to bring me to the bus station, and now I'm almost too late!" Liana says not angry but a little like 'we have no time'. "Yeah, I fell asleep, sorry. I'm ready". We walk to the bus station and I keep thinking about the dream. I cant tell Liana but i really want to.
Then a cover from Sam Smith starts playin in my head called 'how will I know'.
How will I know if you really love me?
I say a prayer with every heartbeat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these things
"About what are you thinking?" Liana stares at me and tries to read my face. I shake my head like I wake up. Ooh nothing, i just got a crazy dream" i smile. She gets excited "wait, what was it about". I chuckle "ooh I dont really remember much". Thank God the bus saved us cuz she stopped asking. "My Bus!" She rans at the bus station and catches the bus last minute. I put my thumbs up and then wave her good bye as she takes a seat in the bus. As she sits she waves back. Then the song starts playing in my head again.
How will I know if you're thinking of me?
I try to phone but I'm too shy (can't speak)
Falling in love is so bittersweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak
It's crazy to think about it, but not too crazy. It's all true. Ooh I wish it was.
I sit on my bed, listening to love songs and writing in my bullet journal. The songs comes up;
Oh wake me, I'm shaking, wish I had you near me now
Said there's no mistaking, what I feel is really love.
Then I start to sing with it, cuz I really feel it;

"How will I know if you really love me?
I say a prayer with every heartbeat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these things
H

ow will I know if you're thinking of me?

I try to phone but I'm too shy (can't speak)
Falling in love is so bittersweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak"
Then I got a text. I stop singing and I look at my phone. "We need to talk" it says, it's from Jason. Wait what is there to talk about that's so serious....?