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Jhanyla Ann Perez |Nyny march 5th 2020 -present day
I got out of my uber feeling the cool breeze of the Brooklyn weather blow past my exposed face.
I walked up the curb and up the stairs of the building where i'm supposed to be having my first meeting with my therapist.
ever since The love of my life got murdered i've been in deep depression. i even tried to take my own life because of the pain and i didn't wanna be in pain anymore...i just wanted to be with poppa.
call me selfish...i really don't care it's just hard living without your soulmate and someone that you wanted to spend the rest of your life with.
I made it to the second floor as i was instructed and stopped at the first door which read.
Smith, Lovelie. Dr.
i knocked on the door lightly and a few seconds later out came a Beautiful tall chocolate woman.
"Hello, you must be Jhanyla" she shook my head with a smile.
"Yes, hello" i smiled lightly.
"well you can sit down in that chair" she said as she sat down in the one infront of it.
i sat down in the chair and took off my reflective moncler coat.
"so tell me what your doing here" She said pushing he glasses up on her face.
"well i've been in deep depression and after a long time of thinking i've decided to get help so it doesn't affect me any more"
"first off what are you depressed about?" she pulled out a note book and a pen.
"Did you hear about the young rapper that got murded in a homicide a month back"
"Yes um wasn't his name pop smoke?" she furrowed her eyebrows. "were you a big fan or something"
"I actually was his biggest fan" i chuckled a little at her words. "That was My fiancé and the father of my unborn child " i said proudly.
"Oh... I'm sorry to hear that"
"it's ok but like i was sayin ever since he died a piece of me has been gone. i feel empty without him and i can't live without him. he was my soulmate and i don't know how imma get through this alone. just knowing the person you were supposed to be with forever is gone and they'll never come back is Sad." i explained.
