Verse one
No one sees, what lies beneath.
The fake smile.just flashing my teeth.
When they ask I blow em off, maybe I should speak up.
But as long as i say the right things,
They don't worry bout me.
As long as I wear a mask,
They're free,
From my issues and hurt.
They don't need me to bring them down.
So I laugh around the questions.
Chorus
I guess I've been wearing a mask.
Hiding the pain in my brain.
I know it seems so easy to live my life.
But no one knows what happens behind closed doors.
They don't hear what I here.
They don't see the illusions that aren't there.
I see things that hurt me.
I make up scenarios to hurt my own feelings.
Why do I self destruct.
I feel dumb.
I've had enough.
Verse 2
I see the clock tickin on the wall.
Just waiting for the bell to ring.
Cause I hate it here, I have to be so fake.
No ones real in this sea of snakes.
And I feel judged when ever I talk.
Whenever I walk, what are they thinking.
Maybe I overthinking, but times ticking.
And I'm withering away.
I'll hold my breathe for your safety and I'll lie just to make everything seem okay.
Chorus
I guess I've been wearing a mask.
Hiding the pain in my brain.
I know it seems so easy to live my life.
But no one knows what happens behind closed doors.
They don't hear what I here.
They don't see the illusions that aren't there.
I see things that hurt me.
I make up scenarios to hurt my own feelings.
Why do I self destruct.
I feel dumb.
I've had enough.
Enough.
I've had enough.
I. I.
Enough.
I've had.
Bridge
Bad Days, where I feel worthless.
Like I'm only hiding.
We're I'm not enough but I've had enough.
Chorus ending
To many days.
Hiding.
Crying.
Feelings,
They take me over.
Im already over, all this pain I have to endure.
I'm not enough.
I've seen enough.
I've cried enough.
And I've had enough...
