Broken// rusger countryhumans

1

Russia's POV

I know I probably shouldn't do this tomorrow is yet another day of hell but fuck it. I start drinking a full bottle of vodka no one is there to stop me Ukraine and Belarus are not home Ukraine is probably off with his boyfriend and Belarus is off doing what ever being weird so it's just me and my vodka.good

As i drink I start remembering that day why. "WHY DO I HAVE TO REMEMBER IT" I yell at my self I throw the now empty bottle of vodka across my room it breaks on the wall good I open another bottle and continue.

_____Flash back ______
My father called me in to his room. I walked in he wasn't facing me at first "hello you called папа" once he heard my voice he turned  around to face me he had his gray ushanka on his face... he had cracks all over his face that scared me "папa!" I yelled "I'm sorry I wasn't a good enough father to you-all of you even though you're the only one who still cares goodbye my son" he then started to fade away to small pieces  until he was gone I tried to run to him and hug him but it was too late he's gone all that was left was his ushanka and clothes I hugged his ushanka and cried I was only 10 when this happened from then on I had to take care of my two siblings I was left with my fathers money we did not have much of it that was for sure

______end of flash back_______

"I just wish I could have hugged him one last time, " I said out loud " I want to see him again" I cried on the floor "I want to die nobody likes me or cares about me I'm sure with me gone that capitalist pig will be oh so happy to hear I'm dead you know what fuck this life I" I grabbed my jacket and put it on.I walk out into the rain and run not caring if I got soaked I was only a little drunk so I wasn't walking weird I don't get like that. I got onto the roof of a tall abandon building that was in the middle of town I spotted America, perfect, I thought to my self and right when he was close to where I would land I stood on the railing, and screamed "fuck you stupid world see you all in hell" I jumped off waiting to fall to my death I closed my eyes so I would see the memories I felt tears coming from my eyes I felt like any moment I would crash on to the ground and bleed out.
3. 2. 1...

Cliffhanger also don't worry my other chapters won't be this short I promise