me just talking about life

i just want peace

It's been a long time since I wrote but things have been going good and I felt at ease for the year until my mom got a boyfriend. I was happy to have a nother male in the house then just my self and I was happy but today marks the day he fucked up. My mom is a bartender and a accountant on select days she can home late and was hanging out with a friend of hers. He acted possessive of her and demanding to know where she was and after that started to hurt him self by slamming his head in to the floor then. when my mom tried to stop him he got up went to the kitchen and got a knife and held it to his throat. It left a red line on his throat my mom then called his parents to talk to him to leave the house and go home but then started to say some horrible stuff to his mom and said "I'm disowning you" to his mom! Just why and is just going on saying shit and kept saying I am not leaving , fuck you I'm not leaving, shut up along those lines and when his parents did come he just got aggressive and started blaming stuff to justify what he did and even made his mom cry. Which just made me mad I just don't see why you would say these horrible things to your parents I guess I'll never know. I was raised in a house filled with female so I never know. And here I thought things were looking better he f****up the only other guy I can probably connect to that's not my friends who I see very rarely did this. And we were just starting to bond they are still trying to get him to leave wait no he just got in the car. Man I just wanted to to connect this is just a bummer I doubt I'll be seeing him again with what he's done and said it's probably peeved my mom. She holds family in a very high light so just talking bad about your parents and it's disowning them in front of her has made things problematic that's about it. Looks like things are coming to a close I can hear the door to the car closing I just want a peace more than just a year or two a guess my family still has its bad luck till when ever something like this happens again or I'm stressed see ya.