Chapter 2- Struggling

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Mikey's (POV)

As the bell rang I saw Alexis get up and run out the classroom. I saw tears running down his face so I ran after him. All I kept thinking during this time was its my fault, your a fuck up, see he doesn't want you so just let it be. I pushed those thoughts to the back of my head and followed him into the bathroom.

Alexis (POV)

I was so internally confused that I didn't want anyone to see my face, once this bell rings I'm gone. The bell sounded and I ran and I turned to see that Mikey was running after me. Why does he have to care, he doesn't even know me!? The tears streamed down my face and I locked myself in a stall in the bathroom. I thought to myself I can't be gay what will my family say? Especially because my mom doesn't accept gays! I don't want to be this way!!! I shouted and realized someone has walked in.

Mikey's (POV)

Alexis is crying in here but I don't see him. And I look in all the stalls and as I approached the last one I saw his feet. Then I asked him, "what's wrong!?" He then screams, "I want to be left alone just leave ME ALONE!" I felt my heart shatter after that and then I said, " I can't just walk away Alexis because I care too much for you!"  Alexis had stayed quiet before he said anything else. He then yelled, " GET OUT MIKEY JUST GO!" I said nothing more and left sobbing.

Alexis (POV)

Once Mikey said that he wouldn't leave because he cared I began blushing once again but couldn't reveal that so I screamed to him just get out and leave me be. I heard nothing for a brief moment and then a loud sobbing and footsteps leave the bathroom. I thought to myself why did you scream at him! Now he thinks I'm a bitch and will never speak to me again! I kept to myself in the bathroom and didn't leave until the bell rang to go home.

Nobody's (POV)

We heard screaming from the bathroom, but none of us dared to enter. Both Alexis and Mikey ran in there, but only one came out the bathroom. Mikey and he was sobbing so loud. Poor Mikey what the hell happened in there!?

- Time Skip - Home

Mikey's (POV)

As soon as I walked into my home I ignored my family and went to my room and locked it. All I kept thinking was its my fault this all happened. Then tears streamed down my face and I cried myself to sleep.

Alexis (POV)

I wish I never screamed at him, I just couldn't reveal my feelings to him. Ugh I'm such a dick right now... I ignore my parents and stormed to the bathroom and locked myself inside. The tears were streaming down my face as I thought of what happened and then my urges came back. I went to my pocket and took out my blade.

1.  Being gay

2. Making Mikey cry

3. Being an asshole

4. Hiding my feelings

After I finished I cleaned up the blood and put on a long sleeve shirt and silently cried myself to sleep.

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