Daily Life as a Werewolf

11-27-14 Thanksgiving

Dear everyone,

First off, Hi! I'm Kezaway! I'm a male wolf therian. I guess I should catch everyone up to speed on my life. I'm 18, been "awake" for about a year now. At first it was really really hard. I didn't know who I was, what to believe or what to do. Thankfully I found this boy(kettu) he helped me learn and prosper. I originally started out as a bear but I have recently found out I was born a wolf but this bear was just suppressing him! I've been through goods and bass, packs and lonelyness, joy and heartbreaks. I've met so many amazing people along the way met so many new friends and truly found myself. I found the love of my life(kettu) and despite the distance we made it work. Senior year kicked off, told my parents I was gay(got resented for who I am) and am now preparing for college. I have finally found my inner animal and a pack where I truly belong. I'm happy :)

So today, it's thanksgiving. That means tons of music, food, smells and PEOPLE! I am absolutely loving the food and smells but family isn't always...fun. But we ate and laughed and ate until our bellies might explode! Then we forced down pie and sat around telling stories and talking till we had the ambition to move again. Swollen bellies, groggy eyes and a warm fire place. Perfect setting for us(Kezaway and me) right? Wrong... I just can't seem to get a hang of therianthropy. I know he's there, I know he's real. I know IT'S real. But I don't always feel it, why? All I want is to be a crazy werewolf but I struggle so. Am I not cut out for this? Is it my silver necklace? Or am I just insane?

So here I am. Fat, warm and fighting with my mate. Mates, packs, Kezaway, school, college, scholarships, social life, sleep.... AHHHHH. I need a vacation.

~Kezaway~