|| BREAK ME ||Jungkook FF (Smut Fiction)

_Fear

The day brightens and I have to head down to Jungkook's place again in the evening. Does this man not get tired of bothering me? I pray that sooner or later he'll get too tired from work to "play" with me and I'll just be able to have time at home to relax everyday. But again, I'm just good at dreaming.
Its only 1pm and I haven't had lunch yet, so I should probably head out to buy some groceries. Now that I met Jimin again, I can pretend that I live a normal life through going shopping with my friend and cooking at home.
Just people things.
I dial up Jimin and he comes to pick me up to head to the local market.

"I never knew they were this big." I breathe out in awe as I stand in front of the entrance of the k-mart and Jimin laughs at that.
"Our previous boss really went rough on you with schedules huh? Well, you can enjoy the life of peasantry now y/n!" I gawk at the size of the market and Jimin tugs me in.
"Come on, lets go get you some essentials."
We shop around and I end up getting amazed by all the things you could find at a k-mart nowadays. From groceries to laundry machines, it has everything you need! After gawking at almost everything, I come across the pet store section and see an isle of fish tanks, beautifully set up. My eyes glisten at their little shimmering selves and I walk slowly, engulfing in the sight as if I had come to a high end aquarium.
An employee comes near me and asks,
"Pretty aren't they? Did you need any help finding something in particular?"
Until she cocks her head
because tears start to fall from my face.
"Are.. are you okay miss?" She asks slightly disturbed, while I try to wipe the tears that don't stop falling.
"Yes I am, I'm sorry. I was just thinking about something."
Jimin comes walking to my side after looking for me and shakes his head. "Girl, where have you been-" he starts to ask, but because he sees me crying, he pulls me aside and bows to the employee in apology. We leave the pet store section and Jimin pulls me gently aside.

"Why are you crying y/n?" He asks tenderly, wiping the tears off of my face.
"I never thought I'd ever get a chance to relax and not be worried about where I'd end up in the night.." I sob into Jimin's shoulder and he pats my back, as if to lull away the pain of my past.
"But at the same time, I don't even know if I'll be able to enjoy life to the fullest because I'm still just a slut. Thats all I am.." I cry in agony at my reality and Jimin pulls me away from him to look into my eyes. "Don't say that about yourself.. life just does that to people sometimes.. No one should condemn you for trying to stay alive. And besides, you're off the streets you're slowly getting better y/n, you're allowed to live like everyone else.."
Jimin tries to console me but the words just slip through my ears.
"Is your person really that controlling?" He asks with a sigh, and I just shrug.
"All I know is that I can't feel naturally how I want around him, and I don't know when I'll end up pissing him off again.." I wipe my nose and stare at the ground. Jimin pauses for a moment and sighs once more.
"Y/n are you really sure you don't want to meet my friend?" Jimin asks, mentioning this Namjoon person again. My eyes flutter up as Jimin waits for a response.
It wouldn't hurt to just talk to him would it?
But I have eyes everywhere watching me.. from who knows where.
"I'm just going to piss off Jungkook again.." I whisper sadly. "Its okay.. I don't want to meet him."

Jimin opens his mouth in protest and his gaze adverts to his phone as it starts to ring, and he picks up. His face smiles and responds playfully into the phone, "Hey daddy~"
I tap my feet awkwardly and Jimin continues to listen to his friend on the phone.
"Okay, alright. Sure! My friend is here too. Hope you don't mind. Okay.. See you in a couple minutes then!"
Jimin finishes the call and smiles at me widely.
"Namjoon said he's coming this direction. He said he wants to meet you!"
I shudder at the thought of getting punished again and groan. "Really?? He doesn't need to though.."
Jimin smiles gently at my worried tone of voice and tells me, "I don't know exactly how influencial your new boss is but Namjoon is not just your average joe either. If anything goes wrong he'll talk to your boss about it."
Jimin drags me to the second floor where there is a small but sleek food court. Jimin sits me down and we wait for this Namjoon man to come.