My Cutie~

From yelling to crying

(bold italics are Lumine speaking)

(Kodys POV)

I knocked on lumines' door

Then I felt my phone vibrate, the name said "Lumine"

"Go away"

"Lumine can we just talk please?"

"No"

"Look I know you're mad at me but can you please open the door....I need to tell you something"

"Then tell me on here"

"I can't"

"Ok then"

Can you please just open the-

Before I could type anything else his door opened...

What do you want?

His eyes are red...he's been crying...I didn't mean to make him cry..

Look Lumine I'm sorry..

You're always sorry

I know but-

No Kody

What?

I'm done

....what?

I'm done with trying to understand this, the way you act, why you act like this, why you blame me for things I don't even know or have any control over, I try to give you love, and show you that someone loves and cares for you, but all you see is someone trying to attack you which isn't the case

I know and....I'm sorry, I'm sorry I treat you the way I do..it's just that-

That what?

The way I get is horrible I know

But I can't control it, it's like I just wanna hurt people for no reason

Sometimes I feel like being the nicest person in the world, but sometimes I feel like being the most cruel

And it's horrible 'cause I hurt you..

That's why I never told you I have feelings for you...because I didn't want to ruin another relationship..

Kody, it doesn't matter because you're hurting me either way, even if you weren't with me you'd still me hurting me

I'm sorry Lumine
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

Kody..

I'm sorry

Kody!

...yes?

You can't fix everything with "I'm sorry"

It's best to just forget what happened and move on

Are you b-breaking up with me..?

...no
I'm just saying that we shouldn't look back into the past otherwise we're not going to see what's ahead of us

I know but it's hard when the past keeps coming up, even in my dreams..

I know it's hard Kody but you have to get over it eventually otherwise it's going to ruin your future and our relationship..

..please don't say that
Please don't say you're going to leave..please
No one has ever stayed with me this long..

Kody I'm not going anywhere, I just want you to stop please...otherwise I will leave