Deja Vu

Deja vu part 2

So the 18 year old started to remember things. He remembered his family was falling apart and his life was too and he got wasted because he got tired of life. He almost tried to kill himself that night because everyone was bullying him and he just couldn't take it anymore. He tried everything from ignoring it to removing them out of his life but more people kept bullying him and everything and his ex girlfriend made his life a whole lot worse. So he blocked her on all social media and ignored her if she talked to him because she hurt him really bad cheated on him and had sex with another man and they had a baby and the 18 year old was so hurt he couldn't even move on for a while until he met this cute blonde hair young women name Katelyn and the 18 year old was getting his life fixed until Katelyn left him for a 23 year old. So the 18 year old boy was depressed and couldn't take it anymore. Then he stopped trying to stay himself and just dropped the knife. He didn't know why he stopped. Was it because of his siblings? Was it because of God? Was it because of his parents? He didn't know but he couldn't tell anyone because they could just call him names and make things worse. No one knew what the Matthew was going through. Not his friends. Not his parents. Not his family. Not the principal. Not the school counselors. Not the teachers. No one knew but him and he didn't know what to do. He didn't want to go to rehab or counseling so he kept it a secret. Matthew was so scared and the fact he almost killed him self made it worse. Then couple months later he tried drowning himself and someone called an ambulance and they pulled him out of the water and put him on the stretcher and took him to the ambulance and went to the nearest hospital. So he got out and then his parents asked him why he was swimming in the deep end and Matthew said I was just tryna have some fun to cover up the real reason. So then him and his friends went on a road trip and traffic was backed up and then Matthew got out and just jumped right off the bridge. His friends was like is he ok? Did he get hurt? Why did he jump? Whyyy? What was going on? So a friend looked over and didn't see anyone. So his friends picked up their phone and called 9-1-1 and then the fire department and police department looked all through the area until they saw a man who's face was bloody and his ribs was broken. so they put him on a stretcher and put in the ambulance and Matthew's friends was like why did you jump and Matthew said I'm tired of this depressing life. Matthew told his friends he wanted to die. His friends was scared and didn't know what to do. So they followed the ambulance to the hospital and the friends called Matthews parents and told them their son jumped off a bridge and wanted to kill himself and his parents was like this better not be a joke. The friends said it's not. So the parents got into the car and took off and then blue lights and sirens was behind them. Matthews mom said not now. So she pulled over and told the officer "sorry sir I was just in a hurry because my son jumped off a bridge and tried to kill himself and he's in the hospital follow me there if you think I'm lying. So the cop followed the mother there and then went up to the lady and they asked what room is Matthew Smith in and the lady said 129 and then the mother went to the elevator. Then the officer said I'm not going to write the woman a ticket but give her this note and tell her I'll be thinking and praying for her son. Matthew's mom opened up the door and walked in the room and she asked Matthew why did he jump and why he wanted to lull himself and he said because no one loves me or cares about me. She said son let me stop you there me and your dad care about you and we love you. Then Matthew said why don't y'all show it then and she was like son I've been depressed and I've been high on drugs I didn't want you seeing me like that. Then Matthew said so then lines and pills way more important than me and his mom broke down and said "yes and walked out the door." Matthew in tears because his mother just left and he's sad about his mom choosing drugs over him. Then his father walked in and said "son why did you wanna kill yourself? And then Matthew said I'm tired of getting judged and tired of bullying and I'm tired of not being able to tell anyone. Then he replied "why do you care you never have go back to drinking all the time like you do. Then Matthew said " Just go I can't even look at you right now."
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