Scars

Introduction

Okay be fore I start this story I would like to put a disclaimer out their. This story deals with a great deal of abuse and self harm, so if thats something you have a hard time handling I suggestion don't read any further. Also this is a male on male love story so if that's something your against please don't read it, everyone has their presences and I respect that. Thanks. I'd also like to put it out there that I am not the best with sentence structure but I have been trying hard to make it work. Also to get better with it so constructive criticism is alright as long as you have that in mind. Thanks and I hope you enjoy that story.
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I sit in the corner of my room, like I usually do after a beating. Maybe I should start from the beginning. Hi I'm Noah. Nothing special about me really, im alone a lot I guess. I also have trust issues leaving me friendless at school but that can't really be helped. Anyways I'm openly bisexual witch my dad hates. He's an alcoholic but my mom refuses to leave him, he beats us both but sometimes I feel like I get it worse. I wish she would just leave him. Maybe then we could both be happy, but apparently she's blinded by love, that's bullshit honestly but I can't do anything I figured that out long ago. I can't say I hate my mom but at this point in my life, I highly dislike her for all the shit she's put us both through. Anyways enough about that I should be telling you more about myself. I'm 17 years old and as I've said already, I'm bisexual nothing wrong with that right? I don't know I'd beg to differ, people avoid me at school but I can't say that's the only reason. I'm anti social and I suffer with anxiety. I can't really help the fact that I don't trust people either. Anyways I should stop being depressing. Sorry I'm like that a lot.