Morning song plays. Everyone starts to wake up some dancing but here sid was laying on their bed touching the empty side where sana usually sleeps again and again to feel her warmth.
Sana wakes up rubbing her eyes and she remembers how she slept in the garden sofa and her talk with siddharth.
Tears formed in her eyes again but she wiped it and went inside taking her blanket hiding his t shirt behind her back. She quietly went inside and kept her blanket and pillow on their bed.
Siddharth looked at her with a hope but his hopes died when she said
"Mai nahi chahti aur kisiko is bare mai pata chale sympathy Nahi leni mujhe isliye yaha pe rakh rahi hoon ye" Sana said and went inside the washroom.
Siddharth was feeling fucked up, he had enough now. He stood up and walked behind her. Sana was in the wardrobe area and was taking her clothes out.
"Mujhe baat karni hai" Siddharth said standing behind her with his hand on his waist.
"Haan bol kya hai" sana said casually
"Tu kyun kar rahi hai ye sab" Siddharth said
"Mai kya kar rahi hoon" sana said and stood up taking her clothes and was about to walk up to the washroom when Siddharth pulled her back and held her by her wrist and looked straight in her eyes, sana looked back.
"Siddharth kya kar raha hai chhod" sana said trying to take her hand back
"Mai kya kar raha hoon ya Tu kya kar rahi hai haan sana kya saabit karna chahti hai ye sab karke kya dikhana chahti hai ki kitni mahaan hai tu ki meri image ke liye mujhse dur ho rahi hai haan" siddharth asked shouting
"Mai vahi kar rahi hoon jo sahi hai tere liye bhi aur mere liye bhi vaise bhi tujhe bhi sab bolte hi haina ki mai tujhe use kar rahi hoon aur tu maan bhi leta hai to aaj bhi maanle ki haan mai tujhe use kar rahi thi mera kaam hogaya to ab maine chhod diya bas baat khatam" sana said while siddharth was fucking angry on her.
He pushed her on the wall and stood in front of her punching the side wall just beside her head while sana closed her eyes in fear. She opened her eyes to see his eyes red in anger and his jaw flinching.
"Tera dimaag theek hai ki nahi maine kab mana ki tune mujhe use kiya infact tune man liya ki meri wajah se teri self respect ke lag rahe hain isliye kar rahi haina tu ye sab kuki tujhe lagta hai ki ye sab se tu strong dikhegi then let me tell you tu in sabse sirf gadhi dikh rahi hai dusre tere bare mai bol rahe hain aur tu sun rahi hai vo extreme reaction nikalwana chahte hain aur tu reactions de bhi rahi hai tu hi mujhe bolti thi na ki sab hame todna chahte hain kisiki baato mai mat aa ab tu kya kar rahi hai mujhe samjhane chali thi aur khud dusro ki baato mai aa rahi hai" siddharth said in a high voice
"Tune bhi to yahi kiya tha na ye jaante huye ki mujhe us ek jealous lafz se kitni problem hai tune bhi to mahira ka naam leke yahi kiya tha extreme reaction nikalwana chahta tha matlab tu bhi haina" sana said with tears in her eyes.
"Oh god sana tujhe ho kya gaya hai yaar are you even in your senses tujhe pata bhi hai tu kya bole ja rahi hai mai seriously pagal ho raha hoon tu mat kar ye sab sach mai ab dimaag sad raha hai mera tu pagal ho chuki hai you're mad" siddharth said holding his head and then walking out of the washroom.
"I know mai tujhe bhot hurt kar rahi hoon par yahi sahi hai siddharth mai tere aur trophy ke beech mai rukawat nahi banna chahti tune mujhe strong banaya hai par mai tujhe weak nahi karna chahti mujhe pata hai Teri is Ghar mai agar kisise emotional connect hai to vo mujhse hai aur kahi na kahi ye tere game par affect kar sakti hai jo mai nahi chahti isliye mujhe tujhe khud se dur karna hoga chahe iske liye mujhe Tujhe kitna kitna bhi galat kyun na bolna pade i know mushkil hai pyaar jo Karti hoon tujhse par mai selfish nahi ho sakti i know tu pyaar nahi karta mujhse isliye ye sab karna important hai I'm sorry gullu" sana said to herself smiling sadly and went inside the washroom.
