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Sometimes you feel as if this is the end of the world for you, that all is lost! As if luck is not on your side but there's also a side of you that pray and believes that, there is light at the end of the tunnel. That God has brought you this far and will not leave you halfway. So you still wake up in the middle of the night, just to pray and ask for mercy. It has become a routine for some months now (or almost two years to have it right) so you feel like giving up, crying and thinking that God hates you by not answering your prayers. You feel like you're stuck and the way out has no exact time to be opened, while your mates are excelling. Blaming yourself for ever taking that decision thinking that it'll be for the better. That's exactly how I feel! Life is being too hard on me these days!
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