The Unwanted Alpha

Chapter three - Me and my Wolf

" The greatest conflicts are not between two people but between one person and himself. "

Garth Brooks

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Sorry for the long wait! =D i just found my courage to write this one. hoho! hope you enh=joy this chapter. please lt me know about your thoughts. that will mean a lot. =D xiao!

 note: see Skylark's blue eyes with her snow white wolf at the side. thanks!

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After school I went to our wide backyard to have a run. I admit that I have a terrible problem shifting into a wolf, maybe because no one taught me how to, but my instincts leaded the way for me, what lacks me is practice. And I can only shift every week end if my father’s not around.

At the open clearing, I freely let my wolf run as she pleases to. Rush of wind and the thumping of my large paws is the only thing I knew as I run, the trees blur from my vision as I run faster as I could. I could sense that my wolf is ecstatic for I can feel her.

‘Thanks Sky. I owe you this run.’ She mentally speaks at me.

‘Glad you’re happy. I’m sorry if you’re only allowed to break free and run every end of the week. You know father won’t be happy if he finds out about us.’ I replied to her apologetically.

It’s still a wonder how I can talk to her. Sometimes I’m convincing myself that it’s only my imagination, but it’s not because I can feel that she’s a different story inside of me. Though we think the same lots of times, there were times too that we’re not thinking the same thing that only proves her existence, we only share the same body I guessed. I started to feel her and talk to her at the moment I learned how to shift. I thought I was just going mad but she proves me wrong.

‘why don’t we just tell father? I understand that you don’t want him to worry. But I don’t think being ‘us’ as a werewolf will actually hurt him. He’s one too right? And I’m getting impatient. We’re not getting any younger Sky if you forgot.’ She answered that leave me thinking.

‘I was actually thinking of that too. Don’t worry, I’ll make a plan on how to convince mom to reveal this thing ‘us’ to father. I’m wondering if he’ll get mad that we hide this from him.’ I said wincing at the thought of my father getting mad.

‘sure he’ll get mad, but you know father, he loves us. I wonder if father would let us go with him in his pack? I had this very strong urge to go there and meet others like us.’  she said excitedly that made me smile.

‘I was thinking the same thing too. I know that you see that I’m convincing him that thing right?’ I smiled at her with twinkling eyes.

‘yeah, and he gets livid about it. but I believe that if he knew we’re something like him too, he’ll allow us.’ she convince me. I mentally rub my chin.