67 days to make you mine

Happiness and Regrets

Hey! Minna-san I finally updated! 

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Krizzia's POV

I met Shin-kun's little sister and she is a cutie. Sher-chan, ri-chan, her friends and I spent the whole day together. We shpped and chatted, it was so much fun. At the end of the day, we went home but before we did, we ate at a cafe in the mall. After awhile we saw a bunch of people gathering across the street "Krizzia-chan let's go see what happened" She-chan said "I wonder what happened?" Ri-chan asked, looking worried. That time, I had a bad feeling but decided to ignore it since I usually get this feeling every so often these days "It's probably someone who just carelessly walked while the traffic light was still red" I said and so it we decided not to go and see what happened.

We went home afterwards.  'Now that I saw his sister, I wonder what his parents are like.' I thought and then more questions entered my mind and I became nervous " Krizzia-chan?" Sher-chan called. I didn't respond and she just giggled, I suspected that she knew what was going through ny mind. She sighed "You know, you shouldn't be nervous. I'm sure they'll accept you" Sher-chan said, reassuring me. I smiled at her, we went home afterwards.

Next day

For some reason,I woke up early today. I remembered what happened yesterday and thought about his family. I wondered what they might look like and found myself laughing at my imagination. I pinched my cheeks 'No, they're Shin-kun's family! That's really rude. But nobody's here!' I continued laughing.

I arrived at school and for once, attended morning practice thought my mind is a little bit itchy. Eh, it psychological. 'Must be the effect of trying to prevent myself from laughing so hard and making a ruckus so early in the morning' I thought while practicing my serves. I keep on spacing out and because of that I got hit by the volleyball .

Morning practice ended and classes started, still my mind was in outer space. I keep on thinking about Shin-kun, I want to know him more and more. I want to know his past, his goals, his plans for the future, his weaknesses, his secrets, his beliefs, his likes and dislikes, his favorite foods, his fears, and more than anything else, I want to know about his family, his mother, father, sister, and his relatives. The more I know about him, the more questions enter my mind and the more questions enter my mind, the more I want to know the answers.   

I still don't know about him. I didn't even know that he has a little sister. There are lots of things that are still unknown to me about him. 'I want to know what he likes about me, what did I do or what characteristics do I have that other girls don't? I want him to answer them' I was so focused on the things that lingered in my mind that I didn't even see the teacher right in front of me, looking at me with an angry face, folding her arms. By the time I noticed her, she was already pissed and so she decided to punish me by making me stay after school for extra lessons.

Morning classes ended and lunch started. I decided to eat alone and think about what I'm gonna ask him. As I took a bite on one of my omelets, I think about him and his face 'I haven't seen him today. I wonder where he is right now? I should call him' I think and then fish out my phone from my pocket. I call him but he didn't answer it, I call him again and still no answer. I start to get worried, just then I see Takao passing by. I stand up, ready to run and see Shin-kun since their almost always together but to my surprise he wasn't there.

"T-Takao-kun!"

"Oh, Zia-chan!"

I run to him and ask "Do you happen to know where Shin-kun is?" he had a shocked face "Zia-chan, could it be that you never knew what happened?" 

"W-what happened t-to S-Shin-kun?" I managed to say it , something happened to Shin-kun and I never knew about it. That moment, Takao-kun uttered the words that I never wanted to hear "He got into an accident"

My world is in disarray, I never knew what happened and to think I'm his girlfriend, I should have known about it."He got hit by a car yesterday. He was with me, we were just talking and then suddenly, he just started running towards the road, and the next thing I knew, he was lying on the road, unconscious, he was bleeding. We were near the mall" He uttered in a sad tone ' Yesterday, I was smiling, I was happy, I never worried about anything even when we saw there were many people who were gathering'

"It's probably someone who just carelessly walked while the traffic light was still red"

'I said those words to him, indirectly' tears began streaming down my cheeks, and I ran out of Shutoku. Going anywhere my feet takes me, not caring who I run into. E run and run and run until I finally reach a place that only I know, the place that I loved the most since I was still a child, the place I stayed whenever I felt happy or sad, the place which always gave me comfort, the ocean.

I dived into it and cried there, gasping for air I quickly go up to breath and cry my heart out.  I regret everything I said, even if he didn't hear it, even if he didn't see it, I... I hurt him. So this is regret.