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I called in sick at work because of Zayn. he and his stupid boyfriend just had to have sex on my desk. And of course it just had to have broken under some fuckers weight.

"You guys are really stupid you know that." i seethed as i paced right in front of them. I felt like a parent catching their child doing something wrong. they were both still in their underwear, now just watching me pace and rant.

"I swear to god if you broke my computer i am gonna beat the shit out of someone. i had work on there." i groaned.

"Harry, did you take your pill?" Zayn cautiously asks, his hazel eyes wide.

I gave him a look, how could he just say that in front of Niall? "Not fucking yet." i breathed.

"Why would you do that? Huh, on my desk?" I pause right in front of them. they look at each other for an answer. "I'm fucking waiting!" I screamed.

They both jumped, Niall speaking up "We didn't know it was going to break."

"Who the fuck would know that?" I shouted but laughed, "It's not just like 'hey lets not fuck on that desk its going to break soon'."

They both started blushing, avoiding my eye contact. the door bell rang, saving them.

"You two are fucking lucky." i snapped, opening the door.

"Hi Harry, oh." Louis paused as he looked behind me and saw them both half naked on the couch.

"Its not what it looks like." i say in annoyance, "Come in." i step aside and let him enter.

He awkwardly stood there as i walked over to them. "Never again do you hear me?"

"Yes harry." they both whisper, running off to Zayn's room.

"Idiots." i mumble under my breath. i sighed, turning to him.

"Hi." i try to smile, failing due to the amount of rage surging through me.

"You weren't at work today." he mumbled, wrapping his arms around my neck and kissing me softly.?

"Those two fuckers broke my desk, almost ruining the disc i was working on." i grunted into the kiss.

"Well, i can help you with that stress." he grins. i jumped up onto his waist because i know how strong he is. he placed his hands on my thighs and walked us both to my room.

"Wait." i gasp, jumping from his arms and hurrying into the bathroom. I was too involved in taking my pill that i hadn't noticed i forgot to close the door, turning to see him with wide eyes. i almost choked on the water that was going down my throat.

"Harry, what was that?" He questioned,  hurrying over to me to pat my back as i violently coughed.

"It was nothing." i lied, putting the bottle back on the shelf. I know he wont just let it go that easily.

"What are those?" He reached for them but i swatted his hand away.

"Please don't." i begged, holding onto his hand desperately as if that would change his mind.

"Harry." he repeated, causing me to let go of his hand angrily.

"Fine you want to know what they are? They are anti-depressants." i spat. I hate them. They make me feel like a freak.

"You're depressed?" He asked in shock, placing his hands on my neck to make me look at him. I was crying but i still made eye contact with those beautiful blues.

"I tried to commit suicide three times. Zayn caught me on the second attempt and made me go see someone about it. They gave me these." my voice sounded broken and lower than usual. I couldn't even recognize it.

"Oh, baby." he cooed, wiping my tears away before placing a kiss on my forehead.

"I don't want your sympathy, i want to be treated the same way as i was just ten minutes ago." i cried, wiping unattractively at my eyes and nose.

"Its okay, i wont treat you differently." he muttered as he swayed us from side to side. i was staining his suit with my tears but he didn't seem to care.

He took my hand and lead me to my bed, laying us under the covers. i buried my face in his chest and his arms were wrapped around my waist.

"Stay with me please." i whispered, not trusting my voice at the moment.

"Yes." he smiled as he kissed my head, snuggling into the pillow.

>>

My alarm clock rang on time with was 8:45. i groaned, wiping my face as usual. my hair was all over the place but i still managed to look at him, he looked angelic as always. I had forgotten that he stayed with me but the sight just made it worth it.

"Louis, come on." i groggily said as i lightly shook him. He slowly began to muster and then he was moaning while he stretched his arms and legs.

I woke him up and took his hand in mine, leading him to the bathroom. we took a shower together which was probably for a long time.

I was pulling on a sweater when he came up from behind me, placing his lips on my neck.

"Louis, please." i panted, he sucked hard on a spot behind my ear before pulling away to admire and blow on the new mark on my sensitive skin.

"Marked ya," he giggles, smacking my ass before going back into the bathroom.

I turned in the mirror and saw a large purple love bite which made me pull my hair from behind my ear so i could cover it up.

"Harry did you take 'em?" Zayn politely asked, causing me to roll my eyes.

"Im about to right now." i sighed, grabbing a pill from the bottle and gulping it down with my coffee. Louis gave me a reassuring kiss after, making me want more. i looked down at him, wanting his lips. i haven't even noticed i started to lick mine while watching him.

"Harry, we are going to buy you a new desk." Zayn says, snapping me out of my daze.

"Mhm," i hum, entwining Louis and I's hands before leaving.

>>

"Mr.Styles, Mr.Tomlinson wants to see you." Abby calls out, making me groan. Not that i don't want to see him but its always to see that man that hated me the moment we met.

"Hello Mr. Styles." Mr. Lee greets me, eying me up and down.

"Hi." i mumbled, moving my hair to cover my love bite.

"I have a new mission for you." he pats my back, making me nervous.

"Yes, Sir?" I smile, looking at a blushing Louis as he spins around in his chair.

"There is going to be a new assistant here, named...what is it again, Louis?" He asks as he turns to him.

"Ashton i think, Sir." he replies, looking up at the ceiling to avoid my gaze.

"Yes Ashton, i want you to mentor him. i know he isn't going to be working in your department but you seem like a nice lad." He raises his eyebrows, "Do you think you are up for it?"

"Yes Sir, completely." i nod.

"Great he will be here tomorrow waiting for you in your office." he hums, standing up to shake my hand which i take and leave soon after to continue with my work.

I jumped as my phone began to vibrate, causing me to look at the screen to see i received a text message.

From Louis: whenever we are alone baby, don't cover it up.

I began to blush, putting my phone back into my pocket.

"Somebody had a fun night." Liam notes as he moves my hair to see my mark.

I swat his hand away, blushing harder. Liam and I have grown a nice friendship since i got here. He is actually a really nice guy. Even if he looks like the type to beat your ass if you skip him in line at a resteraunt or something.

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