Unfiltered Love

honesty

Mickey's P.O.V
Just as I was dosed of in sleep my phone rings ,they can call in the morning I hate being woken up in the morning it rings again and the caller I.D it's Nick I wonder what's up so I answer.

" you better have a good reason of waking me up or else..!" She cuts me off before I finish " buzz me in its an emergency "
I wake up instantly and walk to the kitchen to buzz her in.
nobody has access to my house not even nick ,nomatter how much she might know me best but if Monroe needs a get away than she might as well have all the keys and passwords .

I open the door and she walks in before I could ask the fuck was going on , she has blood on her trousers and shirt she pulls of the shirt while i sit on the kitchen counter and look at her" shit! we were hit unexpectedly " I was shocked "WHAT!?" She answered me immediately"I don't know how they knew where we were ,DIDNT YOU SAY THAT, THAT ROOM IS SECLUDED FOR Lunatics Only huh!!!!! The fuck..  "

before she could finish i had already lost my temper and got of the counter who the fuck she thinks she is shouting at me at my house!,I land a punch on her face than she notices that she's in front of me and I'm mad as hell ,I rub my face and pace around for a minute than I speak with my teeth clenched together.

" you better restart your statement or I'll beat you till your face looses recognition ,now what the FUCK HAPPENED!?" I start yelling she flinches away from me and speaks .

" after you left Greg came in all smiling I asked him what's up and he quoted some stupid movie line saying he loves how a plan always come together just after that a couple minutes passed we all were relaxed and I suddenly hear screaming and the bartender was down Lucy was fast enough to release ammunition to them."

I asked about the camera and she said " Sky didn't see them come in on the cameras we all released and there were gun shots everywhere but we managed to hold some hostage until you decide what to do with them we didn't interrogate them yet but two off our crew are in the warehouse facility getting stitched up, I panicked okey ,I'm sorry I started yelling at ya like that but men you gotta learn to ease up on being so cranky when you wake up that punch was a bitch move "

she finally stops ranting I say okey follow me and she does I have a clue on what just might've happened " go clean up and meet me in the basement pranto! and you know where to find extra clothes just don't wake up Monroe she's worse than me when woken up" she nods And asks me "you brought her back here? Why?" I answered "she was too waisted so I brought her back were I can be sure she's safe " .

with that said than she leaves minutes later she's in sweaters and a vest ," found anything "  I nod " well I don't know how you didn't notice this when I asked you to keep an eye on Greg I knew something wasn't right bout him so i placed him on this mission luckily everything wasn't real I knew he'd mess up and I wanted to check who's still loyal with me than boom ! I didn't think he'd take it this far though "

she raises an eyebrow and I say" go to sleep in the guest room it's open anyway, oh be ready in the morning we leave early and the two that's captured kill em I don't like pawns" with that said I went to sleep next to Monroe it's going to be a long day tomorrow best I get some rest .

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Monroe's P.O.V
I woke up to a bed I don't recognise even this room damn what happened last night I really need to lay low on the vodka , aaaah! fucking headache it feels like a ton of bricks are placed on top of my head it's painful.

I sit up in bed and look around, wait! Who's clothes am I wearing ?! God what happened? Did I pass out did , did huh!? Geez wait mmmh yeah I was with Mickey last night than we went at the bar than after that everything is fuzzy guess this is her crib and I might have changed into her clothes just for comfort but how did I reach this room .

wow! It looks amazing like it's huge everything blends in greatly it actually doesn't seem like her at all , she's loud and hyped up but this room is just down to earth cool and calm most things are black and white like the bed is white the closet though it's marble black than there's the rest of items that are beautiful even the carpet is fluffy white mmh unique ain't it just .

there's even a fire Place on the wall fancy touch I give her that ,mmh what's that smell good I didn't know i was starving till that smell hit my nose there is a plate of bacon and eggs and roasted mushrooms with toast big breakfast for one person there's a note and what are these pills for?..

"kenzie, I made you breakfast I had things to attend to but I'll be back soon feel at home and the pills are for the headache and everything else you can use there are extra toiletries in the bathroom and my clothes are at your serves ,see ya soon" mickey

Huh! That's cool I guess ,so I went straight to freshen up and wore grey golf shorts it was hot!! And a black vest I tied my locks up than one strand hanged lose I ate my breakfast it was delicious , than fixed the bed and headed down stares to place the tray of plates and clean em after that I looked around, this was a fully furnished house .

There's a pool table and a huge flat screen TV ,the couch this place feels like a bachelor pad it's lovely I went to open the fridge and got me an apple after that I continued looking around and I went to the back yard there was a pool and a two door garage it's a cool environment.

I went Back in and I had words fumbling around my head so I went back to M.Js room looked for a pen and paper and I was lucky to find em then I went outside and sat by the pool with my legs inside the water it was calming but what I felt was different so I wrote my depressing thoughts out before they consumed me whole.

"There's no temptation but fear of the what if's ,
myths created by mind ,
unworthy memories and constant over thinking ,
see what she had faced was more than tragedy ,
you can't fight faith but based on what you experience you become lost and cold no matter how much you fight your demons there's always that one demon big enough to drag you back to the same place you've been in for the last past lives,
it's what I had learnt that caused me to be reckless ,
confessing mixed depressing emotions isn't as easy as it seem ,
When you've been rejected like trash ,
but trash is better at this situation , being rejected like a slut by a pimp when your assets have suddenly lost value
it's worse than labour pains ,
I'd rather have a thousand needles in my entire body than rather scratching on my chest because of pain
Typical of a women who can't come back from rejection it ain't easy"

Love ruined me ,I stood up and I heard a roaring engine guess she's back.