Well
Last time i wrote
That thing really hurt me
I mean
The meaning behind what i saidBut now
It even could have killed me if it canWhen i heard that sentence from my friend
I prayed
That sentence could be a lie
I prayedWell
After a year i trusted the sentence
They told me it was a lieCan i ask a question?
I was a mad girl for last year for what?Can you answer?
They saw me crazy searching for some justice at that timeWhen i thinked again
They really hate to see me in love with himWhat is wrong if i loved him?
He did not do something wrongIs it me the one to blame?
If that so
Just tell me straightI hate to be lied
Well
Who loves it?I struggled to let him go
They are laughing behind meThey do not understand
How it feelsThey do not
And that really hurt meWhat did i do wrong?
I was left inside such a big ocean
I was slapped by the big wave
I could not swim
I sank because of the big wave
There were some strong ropes holding me from get upwards
I could not breathBut when i know
The wave was just some illusion
The ropes were just some stupid brain playsI should have killed them when they were sleeping
But i should not
Because if i did that
I will be crazierSo
I just let them go
I loved them
That is the reasonI let them go
And i was happy to do thatThey are more important then him
I think
YOU ARE READING
Story Of My Life
PoetryAnything.. just some poems made from my undramatic life(i think).. im not special.. i just want to let my feelings go.. thats it