twilight siblings

meeting

  I have met my sibling again even tho a lot has happened, my body getting stolen but, I still love my sibling. I went to the apartment of my sibling, my sibling showed me pictures of the kids. I was sitting in the living room. at the time the Christmas tree was still up. we talked and chatted, got some burger king,  and we reconnected as siblings.  I had awakened 5 years before 2020. even tho I reincarnated into this time frame. my sibling was here as well as me. after awakening realizing that our real parents died way long ago.  

a lot has been going on in my awakening, reconnecting with my sibling, and as well as trying to awaken and still a little rusty. but I am getting there. 

Friday, Feb 28, 2020

I went over to ravens place 

and James and Sean were there and the others, I was in James' room. despite everything that happened. I was smoking weed, cigs, and some alcohol. james was playing a game.

and sean was laying on the bed smoking a vape.so I heard they were playing spin the bottle

so I played only to kiss brent. I had to kiss others just so I could kiss brent again. I saw a vision of me kissing brent before we played spin the bottle.

everyone was drunk and faded. laughs were going around. so now I am sitting in a circle with 

a whole lot of others, at least 7-10 people playing spin the bottle.  the bottle landed on me, and I kissed but it was not brent I kissed yet. so I spun the bottle and it landed on James, and so I was not wanting to kiss James, so I spun again and it landed on raven, and I didn't want to kiss raven, so I spun again, and it landed on the name I will not name, and I was like no I am not kissing them lol so finally I spun again.  and then it landed on raven again. so I had to spin again and I kissed sean. so then sean spun and kissed raven. and then brent spun the bottle and it landed on me. my face felt warm, my eyes got large. so I knew this was my vision coming to life. so I lean forward and kissed brent . and it felt good. and then after brent got a cig.

after I didn't want to kiss James, I read his mind. he had got his feelings hurt.  and went into his room to play video games. hurt and thinking I didn't want to kiss him. 

so I tried to apologize to James but he was too hurt to care. so I ended up leaving but before I walked out the door, brent stops me and ask me to stay longer, and I told brent he is not serious, and he said he was, but I said he was not serious until he was just kissing me .'

and I was going to say yes but I wanted to come back to my apartment.  so even though it was a fun night, and even tho brent was checking out my ass and he admitted to it. I still went home that night.  and I watched some tv and went to bed thinking about my kiss with brent. 

now brent was def a bad boy, who loves to drink, smoke, and play risky games like spin the bottle.  but little oh me does not play spin the bottle and haven't played that game in years.  and kyle was more of the type that was cuddly but not as daring as Jude.

now back in those days, I told my sibling I had a crush on Jude. I told my sibling everything, my dreams, my future vision, and everything I wrote in my diary, me and my sibling use to chat about a lot of stuff, and how much I thought Jude was cute. jude was so tall and I was 4'10 girl.  as much as I want to call my sibling a boy that was in the past(both vajayjays now) and now I am happy finally after a long while I and my sibling are becoming okay again. and that is so much more important to me. 

and even tho all this happen, I forgave my sibling, because it's not about the guy.  so now I started to feel kyle upset with me. but I just wanted us the twilight siblings to fight against the evil. 

Feb 29, 2020

I hung out with my sibling again, I had fun, I am even happier,  

now, as I am writing this lowkey I can hear kyle, brent, and jude thinking about me because I am writing about them

now kyle, brent, and Jude knew about each other, the talked every now again,

now there are videos online of Jude talking about me in a lowkey way, on youtube, now I almost feel Jude is more attracted to me then kyle, well now, I am different but the same I still feel pale on the inside but on the outside not so much. so it makes me happy jude likes me for my spirit, so that is why I let my sibling date kyle(kc), I want Jude my sibling wants kyle, even tho my body is stolen, I just forgave and choose to smile and hope my sibling has good days, finally after doing research and getting to the bottom of things this story is finally a lot clearer and happier, even tho I kissed a lot of people, Jude is Jude and I still think about Jude, but kyle is not as into my spirit as Jude is, and it kinda hurts but I rather my sibling date kyle and I date Jude

this is just a draft let me know what you think about, I might keep writing more, or  just let the story unfold the unwritten  words, the in-between the words that are not talked about, a lot has to happen, but again i  am  happy because family reuniting