my bullies (nj boys)

is it easy to forgive people?¿

Past:
Y/n: I'm not that tough...

Y/n: ale, tia, kate, and varo all go back in the house...I tell them I'll be in but I go to the bridge were I tried to kill myself but failed...and I sat on it...and I started to think...is it that easy to forgive people??...should I have forgave my brother and his best friend mattia?? After all the things that they put me threw all the cuts and bruises...and for what?!?! Fun¿? Did they think I was a worthless person or toy....should I have came back from Orlando???....

Meanwhile at home

Ale: guys weres y/n?

Tia: idk I thought she was coming in like she said she would....

Katie: so like nobody knows were she went shit I knew I should've stayed outside with her...

Varoo: guys I texted her and she said shes at the bridge were she wish she would've died but water saved her??

Meanwhile at the bridge

Y/n: did they mean it??? Should I have forgave them??? Am I dreaming??? God I hope I'm dreaming??? Maybe I'm overthinking??? I hear somebody say my name..it was.....

At the house:

Ale: ok let's go

Kate: omg hurry she might jump again..

Tia pov: I'm overthinking I have to go find her and tell her how I feel I dont wanna lose her...i cant live without her...even tho she was never mine but I want her to be...

Ale: okay were her I see her with someone¿?

Kate: NO KAIRI DONT SHOOT HER!!

tia: KAIRI U SHORT MF YOU BETTER NOT PULL THAT DAMN TRIGGER!!

Varoo: I'm calling the cops!!-

Kairi: YALL SHOULDN'T HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT ME AND LEFT ME AS TRASH I THOUGHT I WAS APART OF THE TRIO ALE? TIA? AND ALVARO NICE SEENING YA HEAR BUDDY...NOW I WILL SHOOT IF HE WONT CALL THE COPS-

Y/n: *in head....I really wish he would pull the damn trigger* varoo call the cops please...

Varo: no are u crazy y/n???

Y/n: I wanna go....

Kairi: see you guys she wants to go to hell💯

Y/n: kairi let me speak to each one of them before you kill me please...

Kairi: okay fine I can't wait to blow your brain up..

Y/n: ale...I...d-dont really like the position you put me threw my hole life...bye......tia....i...hav-ve had a crush on you ever since but when you starting bulling me i lost feeling...sorry......katie....my best friend....you've been there for me....when I didnt need you....to....I love you bestie.......varoo....I wanna thank you for.....being my only friend..when i went to Orlando....I had alot of fun....tell....Anna i said thank you for face timing me when she didnt have to tell her i love her...okay guys duses✌🏽

Oh and one more person....kairi...I wanna thank you for beating me slapping me and all that....oh and you dont have to kill me....bc I'm gonna jump...

Kairi pov: I didnt wanna kill y/n bc I had mad feelings for her but I thought this would be a good way for me to explain my feeling but now she just thanked me for beating her and slapping her....but I know my boy mattia likes y/n but I dont think hes my friend anymore....i wanna be her best friend again...but my dumbass let the fame get to my heart and my head so I shoot the ground and run till I cant anymore........

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