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6 months. 6 long hard months. I can't believe I lost my baby. I lost my baby all because of my fucking brother. Everything I did for his ass and he sent my child to that evil bitch. I blame him, nobody but him. I cremated my baby and put some of her ashes in a small necklace. I wear it everyday. I've been a reck in the past 6 months but I'm slowly starting to get back to myself, but I won't truly be at peace until that bitch and her fucked up ass son are locked the fucked up for life.
"Wake up babygirl it's time to eat", I heard Shotgun say. This man has been by my side through it all. From the moment he got to the hospital he stayed by my side, and never left. We been official for the past 6 months. I think I'm falling for this man, he stayed with me, at the hospital for the past three weeks my baby was on life support, what man you know does that. He could have left but he stayed and gave me a shoulder to cry.
" I'm not really hungry baby" I said rolling on to my stomach, at that moment my body decided to speak for me. My stomach growled so loud that even Shotgun heard it.
"Mhmm come eat, I worked hard on this breakfast girl you better not waste it, besides today is the day your birth giver and "brother" get sentenced and you don't wanna miss that", as soon as he said that I got up and went straight towards the kitchen.
As I was eating I noticed that Shotgun would constantly look at me.
"Why you looking at me like that?" I asked, I know I look crazy but damn nigga.
"Happy Valentine's Day beautiful", he said kissing my check and attempting to kiss my lips but I pushed his face away.
"Girl if you don't give me a kiss" he said grabbing my neck aggressively and kissing me. Ugh he knows I hate that shit, I have morning breathe. "Why do you always wanna kiss me when I have morning breathe?" I asked.
"Because your my mothefucking women and I wanna kiss you, morning breathe or not"and he went right back to eating.
"After the trial, can we go see Kiari for a little" I asked, I've gotten extremely close to Dave and Kiari, she reminds me so much of my babygirl that seeing her makes me feel a little good.
"Um Candy wanted to take you out to lunch,I'll take you to see her later on" he said, I nodded my head in response. Candy has been by my side sense but she is also grieving, she blames herself, but I don't understand why.
"I want you to know that I'm truly thankful for you, you been here for me and haven't left my side, thank you so much" I said to my big ol'Â teddy bear, imma start calling him that.
