The Light We Lost Jeon Jungkook FF

suicidal night

Rebecca's pov
I woke up in the morning and started to cook some breakfast and i saw jannah ran downstairs
Jannah:"eomma!! Whats the food"
"Pancake"
Jannah:"yayy!!"
Jungkook carried jannah
Jungkook:"good morning"
"Morning"
Jungkook:"i need to go like right now bye"
"Wait-"
He went outside,and he was suspicious
I called taehyung right away

"Tae.."
Taehyung:"oh hello yes?"
"Is jungkook going to the studio?"
Taehyung:"wait we dont have rehersal today"
"Wait WHAT"
Taehyung:"wait whats going on?!"
"Jungkook went out he said you have rehearsal"
Taehyung:"okay lets meet with jennie bring jannah"
"Okay bye"
Taehyung:"bye"
WTF YOURE SUCH A LIAR JEON JUNGKOOK i face palmed i hate my lifeeeee!!!
We went to the place that taehyung said and im with jennie and jannah
Taehyung:"ok so i think i know where jungkook went"
"WAIT WHAT?!"
Jennie:"what the hell where is he?!"
Taehyung:"but tonight we will go in that place"
"taehyung you know all of this?!"
Taehyung:"yes,he told me.. im sorry"
Jennie:"guys lets just get ready for what will happen" i sent jannah to my sister jeanelle's house
6:00 pm me jennie and taehyung
Went to jungkooks place and it turned out to be lisa's house
Taehyung:"ill go with you"
"No ill go by myself stay here"
There's a party in their house and i saw them that i went shocked

That girl hugging my boyfriend
Jungkook looked back and saw me
He left lisa behind and went to me
Jungkook:"its not what you think..!"
I cried "its not? REALLY ITS NOT?!" I pushed him
"I HATE YOU" "I HATE YOU" "I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!"
i took off the ring and throw it at him

"Forget me jungkook,and ill forget you"
I called my sister right away

"Sis.."
Jeanelle:"yes sis why are you crying"
"Sis i want you to take care of jannah and tell mom and dad and also katlyn that i love them so much i love you sis"
Jeanelle:"yes i will take care of her i love you too but please dont talk like this"
"Bye sis"
Hangs up
I hugged taehyung
"Tae i love you so much thank you for everything"
Taehyung:"i love you too what happened"
I ran to jennie and hugged her
"Sis!! I love you so much take care of yourself thank you for everything" i said as im crying
Jennie:"i love you too why are you crying"
I ran away from them
Jennie and taehyung:"where are you going?!"
"Just dont follow me i can take care by it by myself"
I took my car and went on something and someone following me

Jungkook's pov
Rebecca saw me while i hugged lisa its just a friend hug and i dont even like her she dropped something and i looked at it it was a ring and i began to see things

Flashback
Jungkook:"becca this is the ring that i will give to you because this is how much i love you"
Flashback
Jungkook:"i wanna marry you one day because i love you so much and our daughter jannah"
Flashback
Rebecca:"jungkook im still sleeping
Jungkook carries rebecca
Rebecca:"jungkook let go of me!"
Jungkook:"i wont lets go"
Flashback
Rebecca:"i love you forever Jeon Jungkook"
Jungkook:"i love you forever KANG Rebecca"
Present time
Jungkook's pov
"I remembered it"
Rebecca..?
I quickly ran and saw her driving her car i went to follow her to say sorry
And she stopped her car at this place

Is she going to suicide? No this cant be happening
Rebecca's pov
I went to the bridge standing on it
I guess its time to end the pain
I shouted
"WHY JUNGKOOK"
"WHY!! YOU CANT REMEMBER"
"WHY MY LIFE IS LIKE THIS"
"I WANT TO LIVE FOR MY DAUGHTER BUT PAIN WANT TO END ME!!"
Jungkook:"rebecca please stop doing this"
I turned around and i saw jungkook
Jungkook's pov
Rebecca turned around
"Rebecca please stop get down there"
"Babe!! I remember everything!"
"We will start over again with jannah"
Im screaming and crying she just looked at me shes pale and i knew she was depressed i sat because i cant control my self from freaking out

"REBECCA!! GET DOWN THERE SAVE YOURSELF FOR JANNAH!!"
Rebecca's pov
Jungkook:"save yourself for jannah"
I cant do this i love jannah im doing this for her because she dont want me to see suffering from depression i knew jungkook remember everything because i know him when hes crying and i know he mean it but i cant
Jungkook's pov
"Rebecca.."
"I LOVE YOU!"
Rebecca looked back at me
Rebecca:"i love you too forever jungkook" then rebecca jumped
"REBECCA!!"
I went down the bridge and swim in the water to save her i saw taehyung in the bridge and i shouted.
"Taehyung OVER HERE"
Jennie and taehyung went and see rebecca has bloods on her head
Jennie:"JUNGKOOK!! WHAT DID YOU DO?!" I didnt answer because my mind only thinking rebecca
Taehyung carried rebecca to the car and imediattely went to the hospital
While she was on the bed while were running to the operation room i held her hand and saying in whispered
"Im so sorry rebecca its all my fault keep strong baby i know you can do it"
Jennie's pov
I love rebecca and im mad at jungkook because he was the cause of this he still didnt spoked up i called jeanelle and katlyn

Jeanelle:"oh hi jennie"
"Jeanelle rebecca was in the hospital because she jumped in the bridge trying to comit suicide just tell katlyn and go to the hospital"
Jeanelle:"OMG WAIT ALRIGHT WERE GOING NOW!"
hangs up
Jeanelle came and katlyn came they looked at jungkook
Jeanelle:"what did you do to my sister"
Taehyung:"he tried to stop rebecca from jumping"
Jeanelle:"are you dumb? You can just push my sister back and not watch her while shes trying to do suicide"
Jeanelle tried to slap jungkook but
Katlyn hold jeanelle's hand
Katlyn:"GUYS CANT YOU SEE THAT REBECCA WAS IN HER OPERATION RIGHT NOW and yall will fight?!"
Katlyn:"RESPECT IT"
They all shut their mouths
The next day