Yesterday after I came home from mattias ,I realised something .If I wanted to keep my relationship with the boys ,I had to officially get over Mattia .I posted a picture of myself on instagram
Good morning Guys ,How are you feeling cause I'm great :)
User50222637: I'm good thanks for asking :)
Avanifangirl01827:Love you so much,reply ??
^babygirlvani:love you tooTaylorGreen:I'm actually going through a rough place in life right now and I find it hard to smile at what I see in the mirror ,it's all because of one boy who probably doesn't even know I exist
^babygirlvani:Always remember that theirs more people who love you,know you exist like me :)I walked out of my house taking a deep breath ,I can do today without doing Mattia .
I walked into school and saw Kairi walking with Alejandro ,I jumped onto Kairi's back smiling
"Hey guys" they looked kinda nervous and confused
"Don't worry I'm over Mattia " I heard them sigh with relief
"Hey Avani "We walked to lessons together and it was all calm ,they forgave me now I just had to deal with Mattia and Cynthia .I was spacing out during the lesson when I remembered yesterday I screamed in front of everyone that Mattia already fucked me.Im so dumb .
I waited until it was lunch when I sat on our usual table with Alejandro and Kai .Then I saw Mattia walk in with Cynthia .I saw her give me a death stare and I just blanked her .
"Why is she here" she spat ,damn she is bold .I stayed ignoring her as Me and Kai shared a packet of crisp gossiping about people.I see Mattia look at me a couple of times but I ignore it .When we finish lunch the only person I have next period with me is Mattia .I decide to not make it awkward so I walked with him
"Hey "
"Look I'm sorry for yesterday ,I was being petty because I didn't like being second best ,but now I'm over it."
I looked at him smiling when I was done and he had a look I'd never seen
"By over it you mean over me right"
I nodded and he showed a smile which made me get over him that little bit more.I walked home alone and I got a text from Anthony ,I smiled.I hadn't talked to him in ages ,when I left me and him were sorta dating sorta not .He just said hey,I replied with hi and went upstairs to change .I opened my door and screamed at the top of my lungs
"ANTHONYYYYYY"
He laughed as he hugged me and I cried with happiness .I have a shower and when I came out he had all my favourite chips and chocolates laid out with a movie on.I gasped and laughed ,he smiled holding up Cheetos
"Still your favourite right ?" I smiled nodding I jumped on the bed and we started the movie.