I've gone numb. I never thought I would.
I've gone numb to everything. To my feelings, to other's feelings. To everything.
Sex isn't sacred anymore. I have it and forget who I had it with.
It no longer means anything. To love means nothing to me.
I can't love anymore. Love is overrated. The only thing I love is the sexy screams of the girl I'm penetrating.
"How can I live like this?," you may ask. Easy, I overdose on XO, blare the weeknd, and do it.
You may think it's wrong but it's the only way I know.
