Change (BTS SUGA)

Falling

We were inside of BTS's van. Who knew that I would actually meet them, let alone go shopping and lunch with them. Inside the car it wasn't awkward at all, the guy Jimin and Jungkook were making tons of jokes the whole ride.

Everyone else made it really comfortable for us by asking questions about our life or just questions about who I liked better in the group.

To which I obviously answered J-Hope. Everyone looked pretty stunned and J-Hope was just there cheering for himself. I chuckled to myself, these guys are just like how they are on the internet.

When they heard me say his name they also told me to call them by their real names and to add Oppa at the end. Well except for Jungkook we're the same age after all.

"So I see Minhee could understand english, how long have you been studying it," Namjoon said. The girls girls looked at me for a split second, knowing my past before I quickly answered.

"I've lived in the US until my second year of middle school, then I moved here because of my dad's job transfer. I looked at Namjoon with a smile, it wasn't technically a lie.

So the truth is, was that when I was younger my whole family lived in the States. But my mother had breast cancer. She had stage four, breast cancer and my family wasn't financially stable enough for the chemotherapy.

When my dad was finally able to get in contact with my other family members to borrow some money it was too late. We couldn't save her, if only I was old enough to get a job I could've helped.

Then there was my dad's job, he lost it. So he decided to move here with our family. We were also able to get her buried here in Korea where the whole family could see her.

Taehyung looked extremely shocked by the fact that I knew english, "Wa, daebak," the others nodded. I chuckled, hopefully I'm able to tell them in the future.

The only ones who know is 15& that accepted me as their friend when I came and Changjo. He's a really good friend, his father and mother is also good friends with my parents and they even visit the states to see my family.

I met Changjo while visiting Korea when I was six. I stayed for a week at his house and we just connected. But I had to leave, and then it was always his family visiting mine or mine visiting his.

When my mother passed away, Changjo was always there for me, it was always at my breaking points. That's what made me really like him, it was his ability to pick up my broken pieces and then put them back together.

I finally noticed my feelings when I was dating someone else (not Changjo). I thought that he actually liked me, we even had our first time together, but I guess that was all a lie. He was actually seeing someone else, it was Eunmi, the girl with caked on makeup. And on top of that he was trying to get Yerin to go out with him. I still see him around school, but I've moved on. It was Changjo who helped me to move on. That was also when I developed feelings for him, but he became a trainee and I never got the chance to confess.

Now back to BTS, they were all laughing and having a good time that when Jin, who was driving, said they were at 15&'s dorm they couldn't hear him at all. Until I told them we were there then they helped us grab all of the bags and bring them inside.

When Hoseok offered to take the bag with my newly bought shoes in, I declined. I'm like a little kid wanting to carry my own things. I also wanted to wear one of those shoes, so yeah.

Once i ran inside of the dorm I put on the blue ones, but it was getting a bit chilly to so I need to change out of these shorts. I asked Yerin for a pair of jeans, she was in the kitchen with therest of the guys.