I'm currently sitting at home doing some of my course work for my a levels in the living room whilst drowning my sorrows of a broken heart with some vodka pizza and Netflix I cried
my mum came in with tissues
"Baby come are you ready to tell me yet?"she asked i said nothing but sobbed
"Jessica Kayla Wilson!"my mum shouted I sniffled
"Noah cheated on me with Katie!"I said
"Omg darling I'm so sorry!"she said hugging me
"He cheated!"my brother shouted
"Charlie don't."I said
He walked out and I went after he was going to his house Noah's house was next to my old best friends I hated seeing his house when I walked to his house Noah and charlie where shouted
"Charlie stop!"I said
"He's an absolute twat!"charlie said
"Let's just go!"I said I went back home ignoring Noah's shouts at me
when we got back my mum was talking
"Darling I have a suprise which might cheer you up!"she said
"What?" I said
"Luke is coming home!"my mouth dropped I don't know what to think Luke brooks my best friend who ditched me part of the janoskians is coming back I don't know wether to be angry or happy or nervous I don't know what I'm feeling!
"That's made me feel worse!"I shouted
I guess I felt angry for the way he treated me when I was most vulnerable
I watched some zoella joe sugg and pointless blog vlogs coz I love themThe next day
I woke up I felt like shit I walked down stairs and discovered that my stepdad was there I love my stepdad so much I woke him up
"Sweetie!"he said I gave him a hug
"I heard what happened do you need me to give him beatings!"he said I laughed
"No I think I'm alright now we weren't doing to well anyway I admit I did something bad but it wasn't half as bad as him" I said looking down
"What did you do"
"I well it was just a peck just a peck his friend kissed me"i said
"Oh princess it doesn't matter anyway the boys are back today well I don't know them but you do!"
"Please dad I don't want to talk about it!"I said
"Why not?"he asked
"Well it's just Luke left me when I needed him I didn't even get one text or phone call he promised me and he was the first boy I ever liked."I said "he was the person that used to fight the bully's away and after he went I broke."I said he hugged me
"I don't know wether I can face him"i said he smiled awkwardly like he's about to say something I don't want to hear
"Your mother kind of arranged for you her and Gina to pick the boys up together" a knock at the door
"That's her now"
"No I'm not going"i shouted mum opened the door I loved Gina she was honestly part of the family but I didn't love her boys anymore
"Alright are ready wait jess your not even dressed!"she said
"I'm not going I'm sorry Gina but I don't wanna see them!"I said
"What?"she said
"I can't face them!"
"What happened between you and Luke the day he left because he's scared to see you!"she said
"Nothing."I said
"Jesse don't lie!"mum said
"It's just well I told him something."I said
"What"
"I told him I loved him and then he just left he got on the plane and never spoke to me again so I never want to see the prick again he broke my heart and I've never gotten over it."I said
"Oh wow he never told me"
"Alright well you don't have to go baby stay here"Luke's pov
We are on the plane
"We are going home we are going home!"beau sang I laughed
"I can't wait!"I said
"You know mum said jess is gonna be there!"Jai said that name stabbed me
"Are you alight bro?"beau said Daniel looked at me as well as James
"I feel terrible."
"You know it wasn't your fault!"
"She deserved an explanation."I said
"The manager said you had to be single for the team so you couldn't text her!"James said
"I know but believe it or I loved her to and I always have!"I said the boys looks shockedWe excited the plane and I can't wait to see my mum and Angela Jesses mum and don't forget the beautiful Jesse we got our bags and saw mum and Angela but no Jesse I stopped
"Sorry man."skip said
"Looks like she didn't come."Jai said disappointed
I hugged mum and Angela
"Where Jesse?"James asked
"I'm sorry guys she's just got out a hard break up and she's not feeling great she's send her love though."Angela said that was a load of bullshit she hated me and didn't come we got home and put our suitcases away we got into the kitchen
"Urm mum can we go and see Jesse?"Jai said mum nodded
we walked out to her house outside was parked a red Porsche and Jesse crying and some boy was there she looked at us
"She went to slam the door but he put his foot there
"We to sort this out"he shouted
"Sort fucking what out your a dirty lying cheat now get your fucking foot out the way of the door before I fucking crush it!"she screamed
"Fine then fuck you Jessica Katie's fucking skinner than you anyway"she looked hurt saying that always used to hurt her he got in his car she burst into tears
"Hey!"we all said
"Miss us?"Jai said she nodded and hugged him she wiped her tears
"Why weren't you at the airport?"beau asked she looked down
"I wasn't feeling great!" She gave everyone else a hug but me she defiantly hates me
"Urm don't I get a hug?"
"Don't test me Luke I'm not I'm the mood for another fucking prick!"she shouted she was upset which was understandable
"I'm sorry I'm just upset Luke I need time."she said
"Should I go?"I said
"I'm sorry guys can I see you tomorrow I just need some time to myself."she said
"It's fine" we all left
"She fucking hates me!"I said
"No she doesn't she's stressed about what that cunt said to her!"
"I need to explain!"I said I walked back
"Luke don't she needs space"
"I need to tell her!"I knocked on the door and she answered a frown appeared
"What do you want."she asked flatly
"Can we talk?"
She opened the door and let me in
"Sit down!" I did what the lady said and sat int he big lounge chair
"Right I need to explain!"I said
"Fine but it's not gonna fix anything Luke I thought about what happened everyday and blamed myself thinking I ruined our friendship!"she said
"No I wasn't aloud to text or call you the manger said I had to stay single!"I said it was true
"That's bullshit Luke the facts are I loved you and you didn't feel the same"
"I did love you and I still love you but you fucking hate me!"
"I don't hate you Luke it's just wait what did you say!"she said
"I did love I wanted to tell you but I couldn't"her eyes softened then tears came
"I needed you Luke and you weren't here anymore I had no one no one helped me Luke everyone hated me again when you left and I'm fucking hurting."she said
"I'm sorry jess I'm so so sorry!"I said "I just want to start again"I said
"Luke we can't I just please just let me have my space Luke" i grabbed her hands she looked at me
"Please look at me!"I said she looked up I looked her in the eye
"I'm sorry I don't want to lose you again I want to be your best friend again!"I said I wanted to be more she didn't wanna hear it so I left really upsetJessica's pov
I went to work at 2:00 and I worked as a life guard I put on my life guard bikini top and shorts bad thing about work is Noah works with me I have my best friend though with me Kayla she gorge she has natural long wavy brown hair and bright green eyes when I got to work I saw Luke Jai beau James and Daniel for fucks sake I saw Kayla I hugged
"Looks like the boys are back."she said pointing Luke looked at me it broke my heart James came up to me
"You never said you were a life guard baby!"he said all the boys came over so did Luke
"Luke can we talk?"I said looking down the boys smiled Luke eyes widen
"Uh y..yeah!"he stutters we sit down away from everyone
"I'm sorry Luke can we go back to how we were!"
"Yes we can on one condition!"he said
"What?"I asked I looked into my eyes
"I get to do This"he saidWhat do you think he does?
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Luke brooks best friend
FanfictionJessica is Luke's best friend at least she was when Luke comes back from LA I visit his family for three months what happens do they get their friendship back or will trouble come along the road ?