One-Shots

Cute

You were cute when I first met you Slow, but cute. You were so engrossed in your work..but you would always make time to come and see me. You would always be on the phone yelling at some unknown person. It was sorta amusing seeing you upset, but yet you knew that I did because when I laughed you laughed along with me. I remember you coming to my room when I was troubled, and you would bring me my favorite foods. I always adored the small but sweet gesture. The way you smiled always brightened my day. Even though it was the shape of a square, it would make my world a little bit brighter. I loved you so much..but I didn't know if you felt the same. Yet, I never asked you because our friendship was just enough. When I pleaded for something you would buy it. You would buy me this certain clothes brand that I really didn't like, and you would always tell me something like, "In this household all we wear is Gucci!" Um...But the day I told you that I loved you..you laughed it off and told me I loved you too. But I knew it wasn't the same love I was inquiring about. I told you not in that way but romantically.Ten you started to avoid me. I cried myself to sleep every night. Begging...for you to come back. Yet you never did. Afterward, I remember running after you when seeing you walk down the street. I kept calling you and calling you and the final time I did..you turned around your eyes looked so cold. They were icy and dark. And without me saying another word I busted out crying. I looked at my shoes. I didn't recognize it at first but when I looked back up at you, your eyes had softened. I remember what I told you. Every word...

"If I would've known that me telling you I loved you romantically, I would've never told you. Just so that I could still be your best friend. But... I still seem to not understand why you are avoiding me. Why? Did I offend you? Did I disgust you? And it just occurred to me. When I see you I know you see me too because you look at me, then you look another direction. And other times, when I'm around, you kiss people in front of me and glance at me while doing it. And when I try talking to you, you brush me away. What is wrong with you? I know you're doing it on purpose!! So just tell me!! Tell me why you are playing this Irritating game!!

I was yelling and crying so badly. I was frustrated. I was tired of chasing and beating myself up because you were being an asshole. I was sick and tired. Then I walked away not saying another word. I shuffled my way back to my apartment. Tossing myself onto my mattress. Staring at the ceiling. Hoping that my speech got into his thick head.
The next day I went to the store. Then I felt a sharp hand on my arm pulling me out of the store. I looked back to see the person I didn't feel like seeing, AT ALL.
"I need to talk to you," he said. But I pushed him off saying I had better things to do. I tried walking away but he pulled me back. I collied with a firm chest and slender sharp hands enclosing around me. "I'm sorry for avoiding you, I never meant to I was just shocked that you told me you loved me. That time you were yelling at me on the street..I-I truly felt your pain." Then remembered you started trembling. I wanted to tell you you could tell me another time but....you continued anyway. "Im going to be honest with you," he then pulled away from me completely. "I don't love you." And that broke my heart completely. So I looked down in shame. "But I do know that I have fallen for you" I looked back up and at the speed of light I felt soft lips on mine. We then pulled away. And they day on we were friends again...with a little benefits. But a few years later we started dating we moved into an apartment together. We didn't get married we were too young for that. I know that I wasn't always the perfect girlfriend(or boyfriend) but I do know that you loved me for me and so did I to you. And that's why I love you. Always remember what we had and what we shared even when we die or split apart..I will always love you....

Kim Teahyung~~
My one and only~~

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