tale of ice |sehun x hayoung

some realistic-pessimistic thoughts

I hesitated with what he said. In some other situations it could've been like a romantic thing, but it wasn't, right?

"But, if we talk about what should we wish, it probably won't be real. We should've keep it as a secret." I said.

"Then maybe we shouldn't talk about it, and just wish what we had in our hearts. If it is the same, sky lantern can fly. But if it isn't the same, so it can fall. We can understand it with that way."

After hearing it, I started to laugh. "You look like you are really believing this, sunbae. It isn't a real thing, its just for entertainment." He smiled after hearing me and started to talk.

"I wasn't believe that till today, but now, for some reason, I think I want it to be real. Lets just try it, OK? No harm with trying. Soo.. write your wish on your heart. So I will do that too."

It was so extra to me that I can see his smiling this much, and even can hear his smiley voice. Sometimes he could be so cold, but sometimes he was just like a lovely little boy. It made me hesitated. What if tomorrow morning, he turned to cold-Sehun again? It would be so painful to me. Because if you see something that beautiful in your life, there wasn't a way that you didn't want to see it again. After this thoughts, I finally decided to what should I wish. I wish that I can able to see him like this. With his childish side and smiley face.

"Did you wish? Mine is ready." He asked with a big bright smile. I just nodded, because at that moment I thought I can't tell anything.

I realized that how dangerous is my wish. I wasn't fall for him. But started to love to seeing him. His smile. His this side. That felt little special, because there isn't that much people who he allowed to see his this side. And I really liked it.

"I don't remember what have I do next." He said. I smiled to him and tried to describe what should we do. We make it fly, and I sit back. Somehow, even if I don't believe that the wish could be true before, I started to pray for lanterns flying.

He sat my near while he tousle his black hairs. "Looks like it won't fall. What do think, partner?" He asked.

"I know I said that isn't a real thing, but I think I want that lantern to fly and fly without any fall. And its looks like it can do this." I smiled while I was watching our lantern.

"Together, we make a good job too fly the lantern. Lets make our dreams come true too." He said it so easily. I think about how he could've been say that easily, because it was like we are on a movie scene that two lovers plays it. I nodded my head to save myself from this thoughts and I talked.

"In somehow, you know, it will fall. Maybe from pressure of high, maybe because of cold wind."

"Don't be that realistic. You made me low just right now." He talked with a half playful sound, but it looked to me like he really wants to cae true what he wish.

"OK, so until the fall time comes, lets make our wish came true together, is that cool?" I asked.

"Cool. But, hey. It's going very well. Do you think we wished for the same?" He looked very cute while asking this.

"No. Probably we don't wish the same." I laughed and turned to the lantern. So he did that to.

Even if we didn't wish for the same, I wanted to make that wish happen. But eventually, in one way or another, I know that the sky lantern will fall. Maybe from pressure, or maybe because of cold wind that he always has on himself.

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OK, so... I read all story from beginning and I was like "dude I should've been reading this not writing. And where is the new episodes uggghh.." so ı write this. I know its short but I think its long at the same time while we think about the break. I still dont temember the storyline but while I was readng the story I told myself that I really read more episodes, writing is little hard but reading... a confession: I didn't love this story that much while I was writing it on past. But now, it looks more cute and good to me. Anyway, I talked so much so I just stop here.

But please make comments about your thoughts too. A comment made me to came back here, and started to write. So you probably think that likes or comments are nothing but they really have a huge effection on me. So please 🙏🏻
Ily guys so much. Thanks for commenting on past 'not an episode' episode. I probably will delete it, so I didn't make answers on your comments but they were really helpful ❤️❤️❤️