I'm okay..!

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WARNING- LANGUAGE AND MENTIONS OF ABUSE AND MENTAL ILLNESS

Taeyong pov

I had woken up to my older sister looking down at me with a worried expression. "Did they do it again Yongie?" she asked a sad smile on her face. I couldn't speak so I nodded and started to cry. Our parents hated me because they learned that I was gay. They were strict Christians, so when they learned that, they apposed of it. I knew, secretly, that my sister was bi, but i promised to never say anything about it. I love my sister more than anything and don't want our parents to abuse her like they do to me.

Mi-na embraced me in a tight hug. She only knows half of the shitty things that go on in my life. I didn't want to worry her about the fact that I don't eat, have bullies, and self harm, even though I find it slightly obvious. Luckily she is a senior, which has a whole different building off of the rest of the high school, so she doesn't see me getting bullied(Idk mannnn).I love her. I would protect her with my life.

"I'm sorry Yongie... do you think you can go to school today? I can skip and take you somewhere so mom and dad won't find out," Mi-na said, trying to find a reason to not have me go to school, looking the way I did. "N-no I don't w-want to miss my lessons. I'm okay..."

"Are you sure? I don't want you pushing yourself" I smiled at her, "I'm sure noona"

"Heyyyyyy I told you that you don't have to call me that," we giggled as I slowly got up.

I took a shower and looked at my body in the mirror. I had bruises and cuts all over my body. I sighed, putting on a little make up to try and cover the bruises on my face. I put an outfit on, consisting of a baby blue hoodie and some light ripped jeans. 

Look at hiiiimmm awww!

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Look at hiiiimmm awww!

I walked out of my room, greeted by my sister, making my lunch. She knew i didn't eat a lot, I said I had a small appetite. I waited for her to finish, smiling as she complimented my outfit. We leave at different times as her classes start much later, so we said our goodbyes and I walked to the bus stop.

I put my hood on, trying to avoid the stares of classmates around me. The bus arrived, and I made my way to the back. I sat down and started to listen to music, staring out the window. In no time at all, we arrived at school and I braced myself for the new days beatings. I walked into the school, greeted by an unpleasant voice, "Hey look who's here! It's the faggot!"

I heard slow but steady footsteps that were coming my way, bracing myself for impact. Nothing happened for a second, until I looked up and saw him.

AN- helllllooooo! this chapter is short, but i don't have much time to update so sorry :/

i won't put any warnings except for possible smut unless if you want me to 

Word count:546

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