GOLDEN (Girl On Drug Sequel)

Catch Up

'Like it, love it, need it bad
Take it, only, steal it, fast
Boy, stop playing, grab my ass
-Doja Cat'

3 Years Later...

    I was 3 years clean today. My first year becoming clean wasn't easy due to the fact I was pregnant. We had the baby a beautiful baby girl, we named her Vanea Priceless Jones. Me and Reem were in a better place. I was starting to get bored. I don't work I go to school but we're rich. We really came up, he treats me like a house wife. I've just agreed to opening up to building a relationship with my father. He killed my mother but he still was my father. I was finally legal 18 and in a place where Reem could be with me like he pleased. He always complains about us not having more kids. Vanea was almost 3 now life has been peaceful. Still it gets hard sometimes and nothing never stays peaceful for long...

   "Baby I need to ask you something." Reem called out. I was in the bathroom he was in the bedroom. I rolled my eyes it was around 8 o'clock in the morning. "Yes papi what is it?" I asked. I wasn't a morning person anymore. Being off drugs sometimes still gets difficult for me. I'm not a superhuman anymore and after having my daughter I'm just now becoming myself again. Honestly I'm just now finding myself , apart of the reason I love my man so much.

  "That girl last night from the party she thought you was cute." He started I looked at him and smirked. "Yea she was too I mean we can bring her home. I need some fun anyways baby. What else?" He laughed and tilt his head to the side. His beard was full grown now and his dreads were even longer. My man was too irresistible to me now. Whatever he wants if I can give him I do.

  I always figured to keep a good man you'll have to give him good man rewards. Honestly it was a reward for myself because for the first 3 months when we moved I had a problem venturing off to females. I've gotten much better now and this was our way of getting through it. He's really worked with me through everything and it's working out for him.

  Vanea walked into our room rubbing her eyes. My baby was the most beautiful thing ever to me. "It's Monday baby" I smiled picking her up. He looked at me and laughed "Yes mama we know Monday is mommy day!" He said , She giggled with her daddy. "No mommy it's NeNe day daddy gimme all I want on momma day!" We all laughed on the bed. Monday was mommy's day we started it a little after Vanea turnt 1. I was trusted enough to stay clean and although I love Reem more than anything. I felt like I was under surveillance that year, like he was constantly watching. So mommy day I go shopping or get my hair done and I'm baby free. It's just a me day.

  I didn't have no friends here really except my girl Mindy. Reem didn't like her much she reminded him of our past life. That always confused me but I never fed into it. I loved Mindy no matter what living to die always makes you feel alive in the process. She has no anger, no priorities and no fear. That life was everything to me once upon a time but I built something better. I'm older now Reem still understood I was only 18 despite the age difference. I still had desires to act my age, but choosing him I chose to be a mother and let that fantasy go.

     I showered and began getting dressed. They were gone by the time I exited the shower. Vanea is a very smart little girl she couldn't wait to make her daddy go do whatever she wants. The way he loves her made me jealous at first... but I truly wouldn't have it any other way now. My phone began ringing and it was my homegirl Mindy. "Wassup G you ready to ride out?" She said I smiled "Of course let me know when you-" she cut me off and beeped the horn. This was the closest thing to my fantasy world I'll ever get. Hanging out with Mindy the Magician I nicknamed her that. She's a real good thief, and maybe that isn't the best trait. But if your gonna do it you might as well be good at it.