I want to be young again
I want to be 8 again
I want to be young when the world didn't hate me
I want to feel like I matter
I want to feel like I belong in this world
I want to not feel lost
I want to be happy again
what happened
what happened to this world
as we get older things fall apart
they start with small simple things like looks
we grow up look different and change
thats not the problem
Sure I hate the way I look but that never really bugs me
After looks it targets our friends
you start to lose everyone
who do I trust
Who are you to me now
suddenly you're screaming at me
suddenly you hate me
suddenly I'm nothing to you
I just want to be young
young again
I want to be 6 when I could smile without it being a mask
I want to not have to hide
I want to feel cared about
I want to feel like I'm not another face in the class
I want to be young again
I want to not cry every night
I want to walk into school and sigh a sigh of happiness not fear
I want to be young again
I want to be 7 when I wasn't told to get out of this phase
I get told that it's just a phase
They tell me I'm not a boy
They tell me I'm a girl
They tell me to take off the bow from around my neck and stick it in my hair
They tell me to stop binding my chest and to breathe
They tell me to smile
I want to be 8 when I didn't cry myself to sleep every night
I Don't wanna cry
I want to be happy
You maybe wonder what happened to me
well I grew up
I want to be young again
