My Nightmare of being forgotten

You don't know me

So i really had a bad day today cause people were telling what to do and stuff and when they wanted to go shopping i said no untill on of them was like ''But you go shopping all the timwe without us,so we want to go shopping now and your coming"" i was about to say that i only go shopping for food for my family untill another person keep talking. ''Plus we know you would like this trip cause we know u like the back of our hands.'' i ask them what they knew about me and they said i was a loney bitch with them as teir only frienwds. i was so piss off that i punch them both in the gut and walk homw. (witch was a 2 hour walk but i was really hurt when they said that. so this next poem is about me it not long and i sorry for that.)

Me talking to myself

Words play around in my head

Words that stood out

p.s this little chappie is like me talking to myself while words and play around/in my head
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Some of you pretend to know me...

Some poeple didn't even knew what my name was back then and some never even try to know me.

some of you don't care too...

I'm the odd one out ,the black sheep ,the loser that what i've been all me life.

nothing but a sore loney loser

close FAMILY and FRIENDS you might be...

And sometimes when i think about it, i think that they would be happier without me

but you still don't know ME

and yet i don't know the awnser,

even my sweet boyfriend with his...

my sweet boyfriend, dose he know me? or do he know off me

yes dear and ...

And dose he think about leaveing me? because

I LOVE you...

I love you so much, that from time to time i don't know 

really has no clue

if you love me back...

My Mom, my sis, they ASSUME...

Everybody assume i'm so lucky to have them and yet

yet MISS by far

their not here with me

LOVE me or HATE me I care not, 

Do they love me? or do they hate me? i don't know

none of you know me

Cause

no matter WHO you are

they don't know me just as i don't know them.

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