Carlisle POV
I have been with my blood singer for a mouth now and she is amazing. For as long I remember I was told to marry a woman like her. It is weird but in this mouth I felt like she understands me more than Liza ever did, we can talk about everything and she gets me before I even say anything. Being truthful last few mouths I was with Liza I feel like I saw slowly falling out of love with her.
As I was with Esme I started to think that maybe my forever love was my blood singer not my mate. But at the same time I felt deep shame for how I left everything with Liza and I know for me to be happy I can't keep two women in my mind because of my messed up feeling.
Lizas POV
About a mouth ago we moved to Tennessee. I loved the house the moment I saw it. The people in the town are a little confused how I can afford the house but I just tell them my husband works in New York and visits rarely, when he does he wants to spend time with his family and doesn't have time to come to the town.
The kids love Tennessee as well and have been getting along better day by day. Edward has been going to school as well and he loves being somewhat normal kid again. Rose told me she feels a little alone being with Alice and Jasper in the house all day but I have told her someone will come for her soon and she will be happier that ever.
As I was getting ready for work I heard Alice and Rose screaming for me. I ran outside and saw the boys there as well. All of us saw Alice and Rose walking to the house with Rose holding some young man. ''Rose what happened?'' I asked and lead them inside the house. ''We found a bear killing him in the woods and I saw that he is Rose's mate. So we brought him here.'' Alice said and I smiled a little. ''Go put him in the guest room, I will change him and then I have to go to work.'' I said and Rose ran to the quest room.
''Rose bring some water and soap and Alice if you could go to town and buy some clothes for him.'' I said to the girls and they nodded. ''Okey I hope this works.'' I said and bit into the young boys arm. After I pulled away I Jasper standing in the door way with black eyes, ''Jasper dear go hunting.'' I said to him and he just nodded.
I saw the young man open his eyes for a second but then he closed them again and I heard his heart slow down. I knew his transition was starting. Rose returned with some water and soap. ''Clean him up where you can and after Alice returns with the clothes let Jasper change him. I will come back as soon as I can, he should not wake up before I come back but if he does call me at the hospital.'' I said to Rose and she nodded.
''Edward we have to get going. You will be late to school if we don't get moving.'' I said as I walked to the living room. Edward nodded taking his things and walked to my car. ''You have something in your mind. So tell me.'' I said as we drove to the town and saw Edward deep in his thoughts. ''It's weird, I have never felt like I needed love but now that I'm going to live with two couples...'' He said and I smiled sadly. ''Love will find you and you will be happier than ever when you do find love.'' I said and Edward smiled.
We talked a little bit more and then I dropped him off to his school. ''When you get off, please go home right away. I need you to be here.'' I said to Edward and he smiled. ''Will do mom.'' He said and walked to school. I drove to the hospital and got to work.
After a long shift I got back home and saw all of kids in the living room except Jasper. ''Hello my loves.'' I said as I put my bag down. ''Hey mom.'' Rose and Alice came and gave a hug. ''Where's Jasper?'' I asked them and they just looked at my garden. ''He's having a bad day. He's kicking him self for almost drinking the humans blood.'' Edward told me without lifting his face from his book.
''I will go talk with him.'' I said and walked to the garden. ''Hey Jaz.'' I greeted him as I closed the back door. ''Mhm.'' He made a noise but not looking at me. ''Penny for your thoughts?'' I asked as I sat beside him. ''I couldn't control myself. I feel like I will never be able to control myself.'' Jasper told me and I just hugged him.
''Jasper it was not your fault that you felt the need to bite him. Trust me I thirst as well in the start and the others have had it well.'' I said to him and hugged him. ''I know but I was so close to kill him fully. If you weren't there I would have done it.'' He said but I shook my head. ''We will never know that and this road will be long for you because you had so much human blood before you met Alice. But someday will be okey for you as well.'' I said and Jasper smiled at me.
Carlisle POV
I'm back in New York with Esme in hopes of finding Liza and talking with her. But when we drove to the house everything was gone. The house, Liza's garden. As I walked around the lot I remembered the day we moved into this house. As I stepped into the old garden I tripped over a box. I sat down on the ground and opened the box. Inside the box there was all the pictures of me and Liza plus some letter.
I looked at the pictures and remembered the times we had but after a while I grabbed the first letter. As I opened it
I just looked at the pictures but after a while grabbed the first letter. As I opened it I recognized Liza's writing.
Carlisle,
I don't know if you will ever read it but as I'm doing with everything these days I hope that you will come back. Me and the kids have gone where I thought we would all go. And by the way the family has grown a little bit, Alice and Jasper. They found us and decided to join us. They are both the kindest people and I wish you could have met them. I don't know why you did what you did but I will always love you and I hope you will come back to our family but the thing is I will never forgive you. But I have to tell you that you should make the decision what makes you the happiest.I love you forever.
You know where to find us.
Yours until the end of times,
Liza.
I thought about what the letter said and I understood that Liza was completely selfless. I looked at the woods and thought what was the right thing to do. As I sat there I remembered the other letter and as I opened the letter I recognized Edwards hand writing.
Carlisle,
I don't know why went through your head when you did what you did but I just want to say that I wish you would have told mom or even me what was going on with you. I wish you would have made the decision that would have made mom happy but you made the decision to break this family so be it. But I hope that some day in the future you will come back and even if I won't forgive you anytime soon I know mom will be happy. But mom just now said that I should not make you decide anything and that it should be what you truly want so decide anything you want but you know what I feel like.
Until the end of time,
Edward.
As I read Edwards letter I understood that Liza was completely selfless. She always wanted what was the best for us and just didn't think of herself first. I fell in love with her because of that and weirdly fell kinda out of love for the same thing. As I folded the letters and put them into my jacket pocket I knew that the decision I had to make wasn't only about me and Liza but also our kids and Esme.
I never had to make this big of a decision and I knew I had to talk to some of my old friends to know what they think and maybe help me. And as long I haven't resolved this dilemma I have to break things off with Esme.
I turned to look at Esme but she was already looking at me. ''I know Carlisle. I know you have to do this but I would like to come with and meet this amazing woman.'' She said smiling slightly. ''I hope you will come with me as well.'' We smiled and I kissed her cheek.
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