J.E.N.N.I.E

Wish

Jennie POV

"Let's stop this Jennie I can't take it anymore,I don't want you anymore."those words just came out of y/n's lips,my eyes starts to water.

"NO!Y/N DON'T SAY THAT I KNOW YOU LOVE ME I KNOW YOU DON'T GIVE UP EASILY PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!"i can't see myself without her hell I can't see her with anyone.

"I need to and I want to,Jennie once we lost our feelings we need to let go
What's love for if isn't real?please Jennie be Happy without me"

"Goodbye Jennie smile without me I know you can just let go of the feeling."after those words I heard a door slam indicating me I have lost my one and only,my now and then.

Why do I still remember you by my side?Why didn't you fight for me?why do I still remember the time that we cuddle at night?why do I need to remember the love that I felt when you're by my side?

I'm always here in my bed after a tiring day remembering the past and how dumb of me not to ask why?
Look at me now asking myself questions that I should've ask to y/n.

God how can I forget her,how can I forget these feelings.
Until now I don't have any contact to her is she hiding or avoiding me arghhhh I don't want to assume-

RING RING RING RING

I took the call

"Umm hello? who's this?"I ask

"I'm Scarlet y/n's s-sister,is this Jennie?Jennie Kim?"I heard sobs on the other line,
y/n's sister?but why?

"Yes I'm Jennie what can I help you?and is y/n with you?sorry for asking that question"I can't help myself I need to see my one and only.

"Actually I called because of that m-miss can you go to this hospital********** I need to talk to you in person and yes I'm with y/n."she said and ended the call,hospital?why tho?that hospital means a lot of money like a lot of money and am I ready to meet my past?

HOSPITAL

"Miss may I know the room of y/l/n thank you."
"Room 207 miss"the nurse said and I slightly bow and move forward.

I'm now infront of the room,am I really ready to see her?I twisted the knob and go in.

"U-um Scarlet?"I ask continuing going in the room

"J-jennie?"she ran to me and hugged me,okay this is weird?

I averted my eyes to the bed and I can't help but to cry i-i saw her m-my one and only lying in the bed with dextrose I can see her suffering and I fucking hate it.

"Why is s-she?is that t-the reaso-"I can't help but to stutter I don't know what to feel.

"that's why you're here Jennie i have a lot to tell you that I couldn't take any longer"she said,hmm okay?

"Remember the night when y/n ended everything?"she ask

"Yes I remember that night when I couldn't ask anything that left me questioning myself" my eyes is already watering wtf

"T-that is the day when we got the results that s-she is positive for leukemia"that's when I lost it and water starts pouring under my eyes.

"She doesn't want you to worry and be in pain knowing that she'll be gone anytime s-soon"

"B-but didn't she thought of me already being in pain without her by my side? didn't she know I'll be by  her side?"I ask still crying

"She wants to be in pain just by herself she thought that leaving you was the best choice when she knew to herself that even you'd stay together it's not gonna last together for her it's better to let go of someone that fighting for something that she know that wouldn't last." I'm dumbfounded I really can't accept the reason

I look at her lying in the bed I can see her still fighting but her body is already giving up

"Baby I know you're strong and I kinda hate you for that,don't you know that you made me mad crazy and these feelings that I have for you have gotten worse?how I wish I didn't let go of you I wish I didn't gave up easily"I smiled bitterly

"Baby I know you're strong but this once please rest you've gotten so far I'm letting go so please and don't forget that you are my one and only
My now and t-then"my voice cracks

"I love you baby and I'll love you more even you're not around I hope you can forgive me for not fighting for you" that's when I saw a slight drop of tear and that's when the monitor stops.

That's when I knew the love of my life is now gone but I know for myself she will never be forgotten by my heart.

-11:11 time of death, you'll be my one and only wish.-