EXO's Do Kyungsoo [My Dream]

Chapter 6: [The feelings]

Kyungsoo's POV

I am with my bestfriend Baekhyun. He just visited me in our school were I used to study. He just told me a while ago about the girl who bumped him. Then, he just pointed Yesha who were seating next to us. Yesha didn't recognize us because she was reading her notes in the cafeteria while she is drinking her coffee.

"You want her?" I asked Baekhyun that keep on looking on Yesha's face. My heartbeat turns fast about what will Baekhyun going to answer to me.

"Of course, No! She's like more than boyish than me. So, no!" He defended. Then, I smirk.

"You sure Baekhyun-ah?" I asked him.

"Yes hyung. She is too manly than mine! It wouldn't fit." He explained with confident. Well, I think I'm going to believe him. I think I already know him.

Meanwhile, Baekhyun ask my permission to leave. Because of his rehearsal. And, he will file his paper for temporary leave to the SMent Company due to his study. So, I agreed. Then he left me at the cafeteria. I turned around and then Yesha isn't there. Where does she go? Is she walking away from me?

I used to roam the whole campus and still hoping I'm going to have a conversation with Yesha. I've missed her. She is my classmate though. I missed teasing her always.

I was in the garden of the campus, it was 6:45pm. I saw someone seating at the bench. Is that Yesha? Im slowly walking to the garden and take a look who it was.

I saw that she was used to head down and plugged her earphone. I think she was relaxing and having some space and quietness.

I'm curious who it was. So, I tapped her shoulders. Then, I interruped her for awhile. It was Yesha.

"Ya~ You okay?" I asked and then she nodded. She attempted to ran after me.

"Hey! Why you're always running away from me?! Is there a problem?" I asked and then she stopped from walking.

"I'm not running away from you. It's just..." She explained.

"It's just what?!" I asked her with a high voice.

"It's just.....uhm!" She were trying to explain but it seems that it's really hard for her to speak. So I think is there any problem between us too.

So, without any words she keeps on walking away from me. I don't know what to do.

"SO WEIRD" I sighed to myself and then let her go.

Yesha's POV

I keep on running away to Kyungsoo. He is a good friend to me though. But, I will put myself in a right place. So I will away from trouble. So that my parents will never got disappointed to me. I'm the breadwinner.

In short, I don't wanna fall inlove with him. So I keep myself away from Kyungsoo. I think that would be better. Although, he was my bias. I need to know when and where my limitation is. I remember my father and I conversation last night.

Throwback conversation.

"I saw you with someone else. Who is he Yesha?" My father asked me.

"He is my classmates appa!" I defended.

"Jinjja? Who is he?" He asked.

"It was Do Kyungsoo" I sofly said.

"Kyungsoo? Your bias?"

"Nae appa"

"Get away from him."

"Why? But, appa"

"No but buts, he is an idol Yesha. For sure if there is someone spot you and him were together there'll be an issue. Remember he is an EXO member. Our family bussiness will be affected. Because someone will against to you and having a malice because you were with there bias. If you know what I mean Yesha. I'm just taking care of you" he explained.

End of the conversation.

I think my father has a point. So I can help myself to prevent my feelings to Kyungsoo. For me, I'll act that he is an ordinary person for me. No spark, no want thingy.

I start making my way home with walking alone. Just plugged my earphones and then volume up. Just ignored what will be happen. I'm just enjoying myself. My mother is taking care of my little brother so she doesn't have time to fetch me in school. Same with my father, he is too busy with his work. So, I'm the one who will initiate that my life will be in a right path. Be independent. That was a big must though.

I remember how I turned my back to Kyungsoo and leave him in the campus. I know he was trying to make a conversation with me. I want to talk to him too. I just missed him.

But still I just wanna follow my father's order to me. I love my father so much. So if it is even so hard for me I'll do it.

After a long walk, I already reached our home.

"Annyeong! I'm home!" I yelled.

But no one answer. So I think that they were all busy. So I just decided to straight on my room.

I change my uniform into bed attire. I want to rest. It was a long and tired day for me. My eyes were about to close when suddenly my phone rings. So I checked it out. It was a message from my korean bestfriend. She is Lee Sangwon. Her english name is Stephanie Lee. She is my bestfriend since I was in Sophomore grade.

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이상원 (Stephanie Lee)

"Hi Yesha, how are you? I heard that you already in school now. Let me guess, you're with Kyungsoo right? Well, goodluck studying with your most loveable bias. Ha ha ha. Just kidding! Bogoshipda. Text me if you're not busy. Arasseo? Neomu Saranghabnida" She said through text.

I was so slightly happy about what she said. I just missed my bestfrieng so much.

"Ya, Im not busy. Just got home tho. How are you there in America? Is it great there? In what school you were studying now? Well, yes. I'm studying with my ultimate bias. Come back home!! Jebal! Ppali! Nado saranghae~" i answered and then we exchanged conversations.

"I'm great here. I'm currently studying at the Harvard. I'll be home soon. Did Jung SooSun text you already?" She answered.

Jung Soosun is the maknae among us. I am 1 year and one half older than her. She is the most talkative and naughtiest among us 5. Her name is Ericka Jung in english.

"Not yet. Waeyo?" I asked. But she didnt textback. I was waiting for her text but she didnt reply back. Then I didnt noticed that my eyes were closed and I fall asleep.

I've missed my bestfriends though. I sighed.

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To be continued. ❤

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