Grayson aka the Shadow king

chapter 1

My name is danielle but call me that and I swear you WILL DIE a horrible and painful death I changed my name to grayson/gray or you can call me the shadow king I am trans gender and pansexual and I am 15 years old gryffindor

Chapter 2 coming out

A few weeks or maybe a month ago I came out to my family and some friends i came out as panasexual and trans gender I couldn't of done it with out help from a very special person

Chapter 3 school

I use to like school up intill the age of 9/10 I had to move schools and leave all my friends behind haven't saw them since I then moved to a rough community and got bullied on my first day at school i got bullied my entire time there and my first proper school year there i got bullied from this boy for a year straight i hated it and I hated myself even more he ruined me after that year we were in different classes and that school year was better I was still bullied but I could cope with it then I went to secondary school i thought I had friends but they were fake and left me when someone told a nasty rumour about me I was alone and got bullied from this girl she had an obsession with me any chance she got she would pick on me but then my papa passed away and I couldn't cope with the loss and been bullied so I skipped an entire year of school almost

Chapter 4 my problems

I was born with a cleft lip in palet it means I only have half a top lip and speech problems I have struggles with this my whole life and I have bad speech due to it and I got bullied and have been through shit for it cause of my speech problem It cause me to have low confidence and cause me to be very shy my shyness turned into social anxiety I am also extremely dylexic I couldn't read un till I was 10 and I struggle with bad depression also but no one belives me so I suffer in silence

Chapter 5 harry potter

Harry potter helped me a lot it helped me through a lot of deep and personal shit and made me smile through My darkness days and I have made great friends through it

Chapter 6 grayson

When I accepted myself as trans gender I wanted to change my name so I tryied a few names before I found the right one for me recently I have started dressing and acting like a boy which I really love and I feel most comfortable grayson is who I've always been inside but been to afraid to let surface on the outside but now I have and it's great and I have also made a instergram account under the name grayson and it feels so good

Chapter 7 the shadow king

The shadow king Is a new nick name I have came up with the name reflects on me because lately i have been depressed and I always feel like I'm in darkness that I can't escape from and I feel like it follows me like a shadow...

After coming out

After coming out for the 3rd because the two I wasn't that clear I knew I needed to be straight with my mother and that what I did I told her straight that I was a boy and she needed to acept it because I knew she wasn't happy with me and i knew she didn't understand and she admitted that no woman would want there daughter to turn into a boy and she might be right But every since then I knew I couldn't be the person everyone wanted me to be so every since then I've been the person I want to be I knew that I needed to be the real me 100% of the time if am every gonna be happy all the time again and that is what I've gone