Chapyer 1- My thoughts

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"Freak!"
"IDOIT!"
"Go kill yourself!"
People from from the high school chanted. They all want me gone, let me introduce myself. I'm Mia Careen, the schools bully magnet. I have brown hair and brown eyes, I'm skinny as a stick from not eating, scars on my hips, thighs and wrists. Also fresh cuts a day old. People at school like to say I'm fat, ugly, stupid, worthless and that I should die. I don't want to though. I'm scared there's nothing after this. People don't know how much words hurt.
'BRIIIIINNNNGGGG' the bell rings signalling the end of the school day. I walk into the corridors and wait for my daily beat up. In 3....2.....1... A punch is thrown at my face, I get pushed to the ground. They kick my ribs that stick out. They kick my face, step on my stomach and then run away chanting "go kill yourself, it would be better that way!" I think about it, if I die and come back as a ghost, they will pay. I get up off the ground and grab my bag from my locker. I walk all the way home holding my left side. As I walk in the doors I hear my brothers yell; "hey emo, just kill yourself, that way we don't have to look after you!" That was my 19 & 21 year old brothers that have to care for me. My mum and dad died from a murder at a hotel when they decided to go on a vacation of just them. If I only went with them, that would've been great. Everyone would be happy, people will live life without having the chore of picking on me. I ran up to my room and go straight to sleep, being to tired to be left with my thoughts. Maybe, just maybe one day I'll be brave enough to take my life away.

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